It has been a lengthy time since I went to school alone. I was not used to being lonely on the way to school. How can you know that you will feel so friendless when you are alone? Hahahah. I know it sound so dim-witted. Well, being alone makes you feel very feeble don’t you think? Pfffft.


So, today was a blast. Hahahah. H3 lesson was so cheerless and gloomy. The topic was: Experiencing Lost. It was so sad I tell you. I broke down and cry in the middle of it thinking about my late grandmother. Mrs Selvan told us about when she was young and lost someone. That made me cry also. Hah.

I so love Art Lesson today. When Ms Fasha walked into the classroom, she wrote these things on the board.


1. Books/Things not related to art off the table.
2. Stand up behind your chair.
3. Shut up!
4. Lets pretend I did not walk into the classroom and wrote this on the board.

You have four secs.


Then she went out and came in after a few seconds. She signaled to JingXuan to clean the board. And then she said.


“ Wow, I came in no sound. Nothing on the table. All standing behind the chair. So impressive. Round of applause 2/1! “ And then we all laughed.

I felt so stupid when my group had to present. No talking, only miming. So there was this part where she wrote on the board, Honesty or lie? We chose honesty all the way. And she wrote a like shit on the board. That is so honest lah. She said our idea and drawing was like shit. Yes she used the word Like Shit. Hahahah. Furaa was already irritated when she said our idea was "like shit but a bit better."

Isn't Furaa's skin really flawless? No , she did not edit it.


Ohya, do any of you know how to make a trailer for solving a rubric cube. Yes trailer. Hahahah. Foolish I tell you. Hahahah. Confirm that person will take credit for another person’s hard work. No doubt. You’ve been taking credit for people’s work since sec one or before. So reprehensible lah.

Now I realize that im in the state of life whereby people are showing each other’s true colors. What sickening thing did I do to deserve this kind of treatment? I feel so futile. The more I feel worthless, the more I feel like I am a freaking trash. You used me. You threw me away after you are done. You are so cruel. Asshole. I really don’t want to know you.



But it was nice knowing that you have been concern, caring, thoughtful and never fail to make me feel so important for the last 11 months. Oh, how I regret getting to know you. You are like a piece of crap don’t you know? I thought you were different from the people I knew in 2007. But you’ve proven to me that no one is like chalk and cheese. Brainless piece of shit. Im frustrated already. Love you all, bye.