DarleneNasril / Princess
26 August , 1995 .
Do your maths .
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And , one thing I am sure about my life .
Well , this is Safiah.
and I know , by heart that I will be able to live without her presence.
Oh do formspring me alright.
Thats all bitches .
breaking downWednesday, November 4, 2009 / 6:52 PM
i have no proper photos of us , but this works as i can still see your face . At least .
My love for you will never ever fade . Ill cry for you , ill waste as much tears as I can for you, ill do anything to have you back . I want to hug you tight , i want to love you with all the wonderful strength you've given . I miss the times you just held on to me , constantly tapping me on my thighs putting me to sleep. I miss you being so nice to the neighbors , to the birds that you'll always feed. I was so small , but i ran away from home and went to you. I vividly remembered tears rolling down my face while you asked who sent me there. I was there when you were on the verge of getting that sickness. I saw you suffer , i really did .
You were so strong , but i thought you were stronger .
I did not want to believe that you were gone , i didn't want to look at your face . I kept telling myself , this was all a joke to make me cry . I dream about you that day , and i wanted to hug you so tight . But i never reached you . I know that you will give me the support i really need right now , i just know it . But that is never going to happen , not anymore .
im breaking down so hard , because i love you . and you loved me .