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Hello People . I really dont like today . Okay so , went Woodgrove Primary with Shaqeila. And then , we met Farisyah at the shop. She was wearing home clothes. So we got to the school and she had to stay there. Met a lot of people . Namely ; Sharifah , Sirah , Safiah , Maziah , Shaqeila , Nazirah , Nazihah , Lydia and a lot more lah . I really really am so happy that teachers still recognise me. Heh . I love Woodgrove , sadly Cikgu Sanisah wasnt there. :( , I really miss her . Pfft .

After that , slacked at 503. After a while met most of them at bns with Ms Ong. Walked endlessly , and headed to the treehouse. I tell you this part aku bings. Hah. So , seperated . Irsyad Syaril and their short boy friend went with a Woodgrove Sec guy . While Shassy , Me , Shaqeila , Fahmi ,Nazihah and Haiqel went on to 516. Sit around there and we all started talking . Fahmi left. And then we all talked sommore. Hah.

Okay , than bussed home. Sumpah i am very freaking tired. Love you all , bye .

This will difinitely be a Social Suicide post. Heheheh.


Aww , i miss this bunch of people so much. I miss the times when we will secretly smoke in the carpark. I miss the times that we will sit together before school at our yellow table. I miss the rehersals we had for the Hari Raya Concert , and people start claiming they batal puasa after seeing us . Ohoh , and i miss the dance-off which happened in the AVA room when the other group danced to the beat of "Akon - Bellydancer " . Sungguh memorable. The times i miss most will be when we will always find time to go to Soniah's and swim at the condo swimming pool until the guard bums us. :( , i cant believe im seeing you guys tomorrow. I hope .

This is when we are in primary five. Heh. The VIPs ? Remember ? Hah .Only Francia Melaine[heheheh] is not in the picture. It was so hard for us to seperate . It was so hard to leave each other , but they by day. We got used to it , and we all went our own ways. :( . One went Fuchun , one went Deyi , one went Woodgrove , one went Woodlands , one went Naval Base and the other went Riverside. How sad and unpredictable.











I want to thank All of you for the wishes , the presents and most importantly the hugs . I appreciate it a lot okay . I love you all , thanks for making this birthday a memorable one. Even though its fasting month , all of you still made me happy :D . Im so thankful to have wonderful friends . Oh my god. ThankYou ThankYou ThankYou. Hahahah .

How did I celebrate my birthday ?

- Family breakfasted at Rasarasa Thai Muslim Restaurant yesterday ,
pictures are up at facebook and multiply.

- My 2/1 family a.k.a 2na1 , decorated the whiteboard w msgs all over . And , thank you for
singing the birthday song. I felt so happy to have all of you. Thankyouthankyouthankyou!
Ohmygod , im so thankful to have such classmates who never ever fail to make me
feel so important. Thanks for the hugs , thanks for the laughs and thanks for the care
and concern you all have for me . I really appreciate it . It kills me to
separate w all of you next year. Ohoh , thanks for making me look forward to school everyday.
Im really going to miss you guys . I love love love love love you all . Thanks for the past 2 years of fhunn.

- Cik Tima and Cik Tina dropped off a birthday cake for me , awwww. I love my famsss.

I lost all the stuff in my memory card as it was accidentally reformatted.So ive lost everything , including the pictures of the whiteboard messages :( .

I know its not that grand . But this may be the most special birthday i ever had . Im so happy . Yes , no one can buy happiness. Thank you thank you thank you . Ohoh , i have to thank Bestfriend the most as i love her a lot . Hahahahha , i love you bestfriend and i miss you a lot . :( , I hope we can meet soon okay sayang .

So , after school Hasz , Furaa and I did our Art project w Zi Hao , Shara and Ivy at Hasz's crib . Check what Hasz , Furaa and I did after the project . Heheheheh .







Lastly , I would want to wish Cik Tina a very Happy Birthday Also Okay . Love you all , bye !

Urgh . Im so tired. Im so tired. Im so tired. I want to put the very nice candid picture of me that Izat took but blogger bitchy giler. Hahahahah . Fourth day of fasting , and i feel so drained. Im going to fast , fasting is a mustmust. Dont give up darlene ! Woooh . Ini dinamakan , self-encouragement. Hahahahah . I will be going to breakfast outside with family today. I will have to complete redo-ing my maths homework first. Hahah , for the first time in 2009 , i slept in maths class. Ohmygod. I feel so dumb alrdy , i feel so tired. Im depressed. Bah . Ohoh , I was so freaking sleepy throughout the day . I dont know why . Urgggghh .

Im going to get some sleep now and force myself to wake up at 5 to get ready . Bahh . Tomorrow is a special day , but i dont feel it anymore. :( . Loveyou all , bye !

School was school . Will be participating in Chingay next year . Yipeess. Better yet. Jackson Fives will be participating , together ! Im so happy. Hahahahahah . Ohoh , i broke down in malay class . The teacher asked to write about things that are saddening in our life. :( , i miss my grandmother too much . hah .

Well , today breakfast-ed outside w Dinah , Miah and Uchop. @ Horizon . Slacked at Vista for awhile , saw ManBlack . Omg , i miss him. hahahaha . Yeah , then walked home. Not much for today . Love you all , bye .

*Merajuk ke per R ? Hahhahahah.

Nyehah . I am so freaking happy today . hahahahahah . Let me keep this one to myself. Hahahah . Today was spent partly at Wdls CC w Zuh, Mel , Hafiz , Salam , Rifqi , Amirul and Fie. Had loads of fun w them . Puasa tetap puasa ah kay ! . Hahahahah . So , went to CC danced abit. And i got so freaking hyper while dancing . Slut dancing w Zuh was kekek. hahahahahah .

At first , the boys was like joking with me " tak perasan tak perasan " and all. I got so fed up , and i said ." Ape yg aku tak perasan sia." Hhahaha . And then after a veryveryvery long time , then i saw Salam was using my shoe. Hahaha , that was when i realised they hid my shoe. Hhahhaha . Funneh . After joking around , Zuh started dancing again. hahahah .

After dancing , the boys started to play cards. So played cards , who lost is out . Hafiz kept winning . He kept bragging . hahahah , but in a joking way not like the guy in my class way . Lol. At a game when everyone was pissed , everybody was like Darlene , kau mesti menang Darlene . Hahahaha , until the minute he lost . Member merajok . Abeh duduk one coner. Hhaahhaha . Sedih pa ? Hahhahah . When he got to play again , he opened up my cards while giving out. Hahahah . Well , i kinda deserved that because while he was winning all the way , i kept opening his card. Hahahah , i really had fun joking around with him. Hahhaha . Ohoh , Hafiz was present at last year's 1/1 class pit. Hahahaha , did not recognize him at first actly. Until he told me. At five , headed home.

Had my breakfast. Hhahaha , beef steak . Yamyam . Haahahah. After that , went to meet Safiah . I pity her for loosing her wallet . She got so many plans sehh . All her hardwork , pfffft . Hah , im sorry babe . Im so happy , i finally get to see her after so long . Hhahhaha . Talked and went home. So yeah , im done. Love you all , bye .

Hello peopleeee . hahahaha . Im like singing now , and i love love it . It makes me feel good about myself. You all shut up. Hahahahahah. Well , today spent the day at home with family . Had "bonding" time with sisters. And ofcourse Ibu . We did the cooking together. Had our break of fasting w the whole family together with Yanneh. Had Spaghetti , and Quish. Well , i dont really know how to spell it though. Hahahahah .Just finished watching Lizzie McGuire The Movie , i like. So yeah , i dont have much to update actly . Ill continue with my singing now. Hahahah . lovelove , bye !



Ohmy , today was tiring. Had our Malay Oral. And it was Baaaaaaahhh . I was not prepared. Hahahah . okay whatever. After the long day at school , headed home and slept. At 7 went to meet KakMarrr , Hazwan , Dinah and w some other soccer dudes. Hahahah . Tak expected . So , then went to triple 8 and watch them play soccer.

I really had to enjoy this day . And thank you all. Love you all. Really . It was fun , cannot wait for next monday . Hahahaha . Ohoh , Dinah . I love you as we created the veryveryvery annoying crazy frog beats. Hahahah , ohoh . I love lovve love kakmarr , i missed you bebh . So yeah , thats all. Love you all , byee !

Ohoh , before that . I think this is so cute .



Selamat Berpuasaaa!


Wooooooh . I am so freaking happy , i got my Science Common Test Paper today and I ...... PASSSEEEDDD ! Hahhahhaha . Im so happy that i improved so much . Study-wise and also concentration-wise. My hands are having a lot of "blisters" because of witting so much scientific notes. Im so happy for myself. Hahahaha .

So yeah , today after school was Burgggh . Stayed in school till 2.45 . Furaa went for remedial and I went to RP to meet Sisty. Had to bring back her laptop back. So yeah , waited for her for a very long time . And everyone is giving me a freaking look when they pass by. Urgh . Sisty came and we walked together , she reached her destination and i continued on to school. Did my homework , and did a lot of reading . I feel like a total loner for a full 1hour . Like seriously. I was waiting for Furaa to finish at 5.

She finished and then we walked to the shop bought somethings. Bought some stuff , and went back home. Tomorrow there is Malay Oral and everybody is freaking out as it was informed just today . Yes , today . So random i tell you. But whatever it is , Mr Faizal still roccks. Ohoh , today the Jackson Fives had to present our music project and it was hilarious. Hahahha , i love myself a lot right now. Hahahh , okay im done . Love you all , bye !



I love this ! hahahahaha.

I AM LAZY .





I dont care eh eh eh eh .
Love you all , bye !

Alohaaa . Hahahah . Early in the morning , i had a very hard time getting up. Hah. At school , i enjoyed Science class. I remembered i told Adriani to wake me up if i fell asleep. But i did not. That's a first in Mr Han's lesson okay . I wrote down notes some more. hahahah . Very colorful notes. Hahahah. But i still have some problems . Yeah . Hahahah.

After school , headed to the Gym with Mira. I miss her so much . Like seriously . Thanks for the day sayang. Friday we do again okay ? Hahahah . I am scared of fasting month . I am scared ill gain weight . Hahahah . Weird kan? Hahahah . This is the story , it has been proven that we gain more weight if we eat after seven . So , yeah . Im scared. I have not done my studying yet. So i think i am going to start studying now. :D . See , i study okay . I want to do well . We have to work hard. Hahahah . I know Like real only .

Ohoh , i cannot wait for tomorrow. I am going to hit Vynx's butt because today he hit mine with a pencil case. You watch out ah Vynx ! I hit your butt with Acrylic board ! Hahahahahaha . Okay , im done . Love you all , bye !

Firstly , i did not attend school today because i woke up late. Yes , i lied . I was not sick , so whatever. Pffffffft . I woke up at 8 . All my studies for History Paper wasted. Urgh . But i am happy because i managed to cope with my sleep because last night kakak woke me up in the middle of the night with her loud voice. Geraaam okay .

So , after laying around the house for the whole day . I decided to meet Chia and Furaa to catch up with what i missed. And they told me i got a certain mark for maths , which im totally not proud of. It just assholicly disturbs me that i did not get what i wanted. Urgh , so menyedihkan. Chia went to meet her friend/boyf i am not quite sure. hahahahahahah .

Furaa and I sat at McD talking and enjoying our McFlurry . Which i dont know how to spell . Hahahah . Okay then , Furaa headed to my house and she updated her blog and then we did our Art project. Yeah , until the batt went flat. hahah , potong steam giler. Hahahahah . But at least we did something .

So , im still dissappointed with myself . Im going to study now . Love you all , bye .

Yesterday was so freaking unexpected. Like totally , my plan was like to go AMK do my ezlink at AMK alone . I find myself a very amusing person to talk to. Maklumlah , takde kawan berbual dengan diri sendiri . Hahahah . Okay , i sound so pathetic. Shut up. hahahah . I walked around AMK and bought this very very cute green shirt that i just had to buy. Hahahahh.

So , after that went home and bestfriend said she wanted to meet. So , got ready and went out of the house at 6.30. It was kinda late by then so i wore something that i never wore before. Hahahah. So met her , and plans started to change. First , we went to my house to get my ezlink. By that time it was alrdy 8.30. So i smsed mommy .

Darlene : Ibu , im going to bugis. And ill be going home with kakak. Love you .
Ibu : Enjoy Yourself.

Usually , she will call me up and start nagging. But this time was cool. I love being me. Now and forever.

Im so happy going to town with a light heart so we headed to Bugis. But on the way there , plans changed again , so we ended up being at Orchard. Walked around. Ate at MacD . And met kakak and her boyf at Wisma at 11.45. Safiah went home by train , sorry . And i went home with Kakak and her boyf with the car. Yes , i love being in her boyf's car. Its so cosy . HAHAHAHA . love you all , bye .



Darlene rindu Hasz and Chia :( . Sedih kan kawan - kawan ? Okay , shut the crap and lets get down to business. Hahahahah . Well , maths common test was done really badly. Three or more marks down the drain :( . Alaaaah , im scared. Nevermind , i tried. Well , today is rather short and simple. Im going to make my ezlink , i dont want to wait for that stupid Jurong HQ any longer. Malas okay , i have to get that ezlink. Yeah , ive saved up a couple of dollars to shop tmr. But i want to use that money for my ezlink .

Okay , so i dont have anything to do . To suffacate you all with . But i do want to tell you that i dont love anyone. Seriously , operation get over him is so working well for me. Ive like deleted everything. Yes , e v e r y t h i n g . No reason to cry . No reason to shed a tear. No reason at all . Im so happy for myself lah . Hahahah , Oh well. I want to dont know do what now. Maybe watch a lot of episodes of friends . hahahahaah , love you all . Bye !


*Coughscoughs* . Hahahaha , does that tell you that im sick ? hahaha . Well , i am. So Hasz is a suspected case vicitim of H1N1 and then Chia has high fever . Furaa and I , we are recovering. The very best thing is that im not having the terrible headaches anymore. But my throat hurts and im sneezing . But no signs of fever what so ever. So , i want my Jackson Fives to rest well okaaay , i miss you all already . :( , sedih. In school , left Fura , Fiza and me. Three , not five . Tak fair , at all okay .

Science Common Test paper was alright. Did not leave any qns out. I felt that it was easy , but i dont wanna say it because im scared that my easy is a nono. hahahah . Well , two more papers. Maths , which im really looking forward to but kind of nervous because ive been doing careless mistakes this days. Humans , i need to read the book. Hahahah , not really ready for maths ct. :( .

Ohoh , yesterday . Before i went to sleep , mom asked to message her legs. So i did. And we started talking. And i think i want to be an accountant. But i heard we had to go to pre-u . Im in normal academic . Mane leh gi pre-u kan? Alah sedih nye . But i can take accountancy right ? Alah . confusing lah . Hahahah . But well , i aim to be an accountant someday. Principles of Accounts , here i come! Hhaahahah .

Now , ive got to get my lazy ass downstairs. Abang asked to send his charger. Stupid lah that boy , pfffffft. Okay lah , update more later if i can. Love you all , Bye .

Baahhhhhh. I'm bored , lets not care of the fact that i barfed when i got home . Pfft , no one cares. So might as well just shut up right? I got to know something sneaky which i have suspected from a very long time ago. Brother smokes. Yes , every single one of them. So, don't go ask who some more. I think its just CRAP because now i cannot say "they dont , then why must I kan ? But on a lighter note , they have nothing on me now ! *evil laughs* .

Ohoh , the Jackson Fives except for Hafiza got send to the back and then out of Dance class. No , we are not bad. No , we are not noisy. All of us were sick. Yes , coincidence. You all can put the blame on me. Four of us went NDP together . And i was having flu, fever and coughs on that very day. So I passed it to Furaa , furaa passed it to Hasz , and Hasz passed it to Chia. See how that goes? hahaha . Hasz got sent home because her temperature was already 39.8. I know , woah right? Yeah , hope she feels better. :)

After school , sent Furaa to the traffic light because she was not feeling very well. Then , went to slack for awhile and went home . I vomitted the minute i went into the toilet. My head was spinning like mad . Kak Marr warned me , but im too naughty to listen. I want to rest now , beaaagh . :( :( :( :( .Love you all , bye .

IM SO FREAKING SICK OF BLOGGER. LIKE SERIOUSLY , CANT I LIKE UPLOAD PICTURES NOW? OHMYGOD. Okay , enuff . its not going to do any good. pfffffffft. So , today school was hassle. I had headaches in the morning and i came to school forcefully. There was English Common Test , what do you expect ? So , i cramped for the whole 40 mins. It was making me dizzy as we had to do the very very lame comprehension . So yeah , i felt like breaking down. So , after the test took my Panadol extra. it was my first time trying it. Teringat the advertisement kann? hahaha .

Move forward to Humans, i went to the toilet for about 15 mins. Only god knows what im doing there for so long. And when i came back to class , i cried. I know i tried to deny the facts that i cried but it was too painful . Furaa went home as she was terribly sick. :( . sedih kan? hahah . And suddenly during math and sci lesson , i became all hyper and stupid and irritating . Eh chia ? hahahah . I drew a person's face on the cap of my nail polish remover . Hahahahah , funny . I was trying to cheer the person beside me up . hahahaha . And it didnt quite work.

After schl headed to 832 . slacked for awhile. Now im home , going to bath in a while and then going down again if my head is not spinning . Love you all , bye .

Im sorry for not holding back my tears when i had to.

Im home for the whole day . Sick , yes . Sick . Down with flu and cough . No , not even near H1N1. Well ,was entertaining myself with MTV just now , and heard Lonely - Akon . Nearly cried. and then there was also Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston. Hah. I really love the songs from the earlier years . Chey , macamlah aku ni tua sangat. hahahah. I mean like the songs which actly have meanings . You get it ? Dont get it wrong , i love this times songs . The beat makes me wanna shake my boo-teh. hahahah . Watch this , its hilarious . and true.





I bet you laughed . Hahahahaha . So , tmr is the start of Common Test. and im still laying around . I am going to do my revisions now . Love you all , bye.

you are telling me lies .

Happy Birthday to Singapore , Awai and Nadirah kesayanganku. Mwahahahahah . Yes, apparently many people punya birthday today . And i had loads of fun celebrating the little red dot's birthday . Hahahahaha. Well , yeah . Met Haszirah Furaa Chia Jeremiah and Fariz at bns. Trained to city hall , and it was so fucking suckish . We practically walked endlessly. Yes , walking w no arah tujuan. So, took a lot of photos with the girls while waiting for KakMar , Uchop and Haikal. Went straight to Padang after that . Lost the others for awhile and met Lina. But after a while found them , Sufiyan and Ahdog came along too. Many things happened , A lot of screaming. Yes , i caught a video which myself have not seen .

Some of them went to MacD and never came back , So there was only Furaa , Hasz , Chia , Uchop , Sufiyan and Riz. Skip to the end shall we ? and rushed out as Hasz and Furaa had to leave . So the way out was Havoc and a lot a lot a lot of molesting. Kesian , Hasz and Chia. hahahah , i like it when we let go of hands . it really was freaking dramatic . hahahhaha, Ohoh . Lost Uchop and Sufiyan otw out . So dadadadada . Reached City Hall , bid goodbye to Furaa and Hasz. :( .

Then , went on to find bestfriend at Funan. Chia and Riz accompanied . Found Safiah and bid goodbye to them . Walked around w safiah and found Fatin , Zul and Roy. Walked to Funan to eat but there was no more space and then headed to Raffles City but no more place also then went back to Wdls McD . Oh , we got free polar puffs from an aunty who gave Roy some . Hahahahah . Sudden or what . Bunny came after a while and then slacked around civic till 15mins before 12. Headed home w Zul Fatin and Bunny . Reached home , and beat up curfew by a few minutes. Mommy is asleep. So , idt she will say anythg. Im very tired right now , and i still want to upload all of ystrds and Ndp pics to multiply. Love you all , bye .

First thing first .

Happy 18th Birthday to my Awesomest Brother , Muhd Nur Afiq bin Raman !
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH . May you live a very happy legal life . And Staay happy okaay .Thank you for all the very wonderful things youve done for me since we've met . I wish you a very very very happy birthday . And i truly appreciate you . Thank you awesomest . And happy birthday .

Hahahahah , i think i wish him so many times alrdy . Tapi this one official. hahahaha . Okay , today was a blast w KakMarMarr , Uchop , Malik , Ah dog , Jeremiah , Zul , Zuffrie ,Haikal, Eefat / girlf , Joven , Zafren and his lil brother. Yes it was hectic . Hahahahah . We all went to Jurong Swimming Complex to swim , duhhh . hahahah . I cant elaborate because ntg to be elaborated there . It was just very very fun . Played some games , ohoh , the wave pool was the nicest . Hahahah.

After the swim , headed to Chinese garden . By that time it was like night . So we went up the 7 storey high building . By foot. ahahahah , action . ahhahaah . Then took pictures with Kakmar's and Eefatt's girlf cameras as my phone low batt. So yeah , done. Went back to wdls and walked to vista area and went back home . Reached home at 9.56 pm. Just before the time i plan to reach home . 4 minutes early sommore. hahaha , okay lah . Love you all , bye .

Ohh , pictures will be posted when blogger is okay . hahah .

Everyone is wearing red , and its freaaaakiing me out . Hahahahahah , kidding . The school organized a thing for NDP this year. I blame myself for wearing the wrong thing . Hahahahahaah , *oupsieee* . Okay , im glad Deedee brought that jacket. Mwahhahah . Thanks bebeh . So after the very bad introduction to NDP celebration , there was singing in the class . And hell did everyone sing/shouted . Weelll the girls sangg the boys , memalukan lah . hahahah . Sorry . okay , so yeah . after the very hot weather-ed celebrations , headed home and slept.

Woke up and went out with Chia and Furaa. Walked around cwp to complete the things i had to do and thens headed to msl. Trimmed chia's hair and then went tehtarik shop . Yeah , i dont want to say what we did after that . Spoiler giler. hahahahhah . Furaa went back , chia met her bffl and i went on to 832 . Slacked for awhile and met Zuh .

Gerek lah with her . I miss her a lot a lot a lot . hahahah , dah nak 3 months. She will be performing at the on Sunday . hahahahah , gerek or whatss . Ohoh , im so freaking proud of her because she have successfully stopped smoking considering she is the heaviest girl smoker i ever knew. Soo , big claps for her . I love you babe .

I cant wait for tmr , i think . Jurong Swimming Complex here we come . Hahahahah , hopefully i can go :( . hahahah , Okay. Sunday Hasz can go ! ohmygod . it will be a blast lah , but im still thinking . Weather i should go with 832s or Jackson5s. Alahai , where is bestfriend anw ? i miss her . :( , alah . sedih nye aku . hahaha , okay not . Love you all , bye .

OHOH ! CHIA SAVED MY LIFE JUST NOW ! OHMYGOD , I DONT KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF I GOT HIT BY THAT ASSHOLIC FAST BLUE COMFORT TAXI! I LOVE CHIA A LOT THANKS FOR SAVING MY BUTT ! I LOVE YOU BEBEHHHHH . okay , now you can go . Bye .

Next week is common test . And this font is cool . Mwahahahah , my blogger is having slight problems.But never mind. Okay , today was great . No one can tell how much i miss slacking . Like seriously , this whole week have been books and worksheets. Okay , exaggerated abit there. hahah . Whatever . Hahahah , ooh . today i did not slept through two periods of sci because it was a practical lesson . But i slept through English . Pffffft , ooh. Somebody commented on my English paper just now otw home . Pfffft , i know my marks a low . I'm going to pull them up okay , at least try uh . hahahah .

Well , at 832 at last got to talk to Kak Mariam Kesayangan gue. We lost contact for awhile i think. hahahah , okok . So yeah , slackslack went cwp , slackslack. Oh , i have to wait for the Jurong HQ people to return back my ezlink. I will not say how the people there found it , i will not say anyting . So dont bother even asking , My lips are sealedd . I dont know how im going to survive with Saturday's Swimming w 832s and National Day outing w 832s or Classcliques , or with Famm . omg. Please pray that the people will send my ezlink to the school fast . oh no not just fast , tomorrow . :( .

That is off the list so.Yeah , tmr is National Day Celebrationsss . Wooooh , gonna wear the white top . HAHAHAHAH . aftr that maybe following chia go trim her hair . Yeah , thats about it . Im going to touch on homeworks now [ tak confirm eh ! ] hahahah . dada ! love you all , bye .

Ohya , ive got to get Abbie to go shopping alrdy . No more clothes alrdy :( .


Okay . after reading our previous conversations ,
I really cant figure what went wrong .
You are not what i thought you were , like seriously .
You have proven to me that you have been faking
the words , faking all the care.
I really don't understand .
How could a person i give trust to turn out to be like this.
You always know what to say .
Now , im confused.
Is it me ? Or is it you ?
It really kept me thinking . Did i do anything wrong?
Have you been lying to me about who you are.
Have you ? I really want things to be like it
has to be . Whatever you're keeping from me
must be like massive. That you do not even want me to know.
Yes , i got mad .
Yes , i got sad .
And yes , i cried .
All because of you . I do not know why i cried .
It just seem to me that our friendship is going down the road,
and never coming back up.
Ive wasted a lot of time , if i knew you were like this.
I wouldn't even depend on you for such things .
Talking to you makes me feel pathetic.
Because you never replied . And you give such lame excuses .
Oh ya , i know you read my blog e v e r y d a y .
So yeah , this is for you . I really want things back .

Kata-katamu hanya manis di bibir .
Kini kusedar siapa diriku .
Yes yes , im being very the jiwang right now.
Love you all , bye .






I reached home before 2.30 ! hahahahahahaha. Good girl maaahh ? hahahahaha . whatever , pffffft. im very tired due to the science teacher punya ohmygod teaching. Ohoh , do you all remember the test i did on Chemicals and such . I got 8/10 ! Gerek , and the qns which i put " Its a guess , i dont know" as the reason turned to be the correct answer. I am so lucky , i know.

Well , that was sci class only. Humans class was exciting , okay the last 30min of it was exciting. Yes yes , you guessed it . Vynx is freakingly diryminded ! Mwahahahahahaahahahah . this is one of our conversations.

• Darlene : Vynx , lend handphone .
• Vynx : Cannot .
• Darlene : Alaaah , please .
• Vynx : Even if you " suck " also i will not give.
• Darlene : Asssssss you .
• *then we laughed it off*

See , he is bigtime dirty. Oh , dont get offended Vynx, just trying to tell people of how decent or goodboy you are. Bahahh. Okok. Oh , i got a new sofa already :) . hahahah , okay love you all. bye .



I have successfully completed my Maths file / my maths 6E third time re-do and the trailer for art in one day ! wooooooooh . Happy or whaat ? hahahahah . i got the rest of the night off bebeh ! hahahahah . okayokay , i dont want to update much because i malas. hahahah . So , the most funniest part of the day was after school with Chia and Furaa . Mwahahahaha , they know i know but public dont know. Okay maybe the banglas who was doing their duties saw us . I love my babies.

I want to watch movie with Bestfriend ! Babi ah. I cannot because of i have to save money for Urggggggggggggggggh . Sorry baby i cant today , you understand kan sayang ? hahahaha , okay. love you all , bye !

Abbie is so freaking sad. She must change her OPI ; Chicago Champagne Toast to OPI ; Bronze to prefection due to moneeyy . Boooooo. okay , at least Abbie dapat eh ? hahahahah.

Baaaaaaaahhh . Im so tired. I had a wonderful study time with Airina early in the morning. And for the first time , i have completed All my homework. Mwahahah. macam paham , ohoh . i still have problems coping with Science. :( . tolong lah aku eh ? hahh. Nahh , i don't want to ask for help because due to my experience . I shouldn't really depend on someone to teach me. :) , Havve to do it by myself this time .

So . having to spend my time with Airina was gerek. I miss her a lot. So prelims are finally over for some. Good luck pipol. hah. Okay okay , so after studying headed to her house to get a quick bite. And her mom's curry ikan really made me full like hell. ah, and then at supposedly 3. went on to meet Safiah . While waiting slacked at 832. And i tell you , im very particular with people calling me YP whatsoever. so watch your freaking mouth okay. Eh malik eh ? hahahahah . okay joke .

Zapzupzap . i met bestfriend at her house and then left her house around 5 . Headed to 832 and slacked all the way. Yeah , i lovelove my bestfriend. mwahah . Okay , at 832 i just realized things werent going to be the same not long laterr. All of them except for Malik and Ahdog maybe , will be heading to ITE . Bahh . not really a fan of changes lah . :( sadsad . Love you all bye .

Ohyaaa , Abbie Antania went blog shopping at night yesterday . One thing she loves about pre-orders is that she has to pay at a later date. Woooooh . She bought an OPI nail lacquer in Chicago Champagne Toast. And she is considering on buying a "FOLOUNGE" hoodie. No its not the one with many many printed stupid stuff that some people seems to enjoy wearing. Help AA money wise can? hahahah.

Library in the morning is like GSS all over again . Hahahahahah . i didnt think that people will rush to study. hahahahah. Okay so planned to meet Yana under my block at 8.50 but i was late , no surprise . Sorry for making you wait babeh. hah , So then studied at the lib till 12 . Then she went to my house and we watched A cinderella story , alahai sweet nye :) i almost cried seh . mwahahah . and then tried some clothes and she went home :( . hahah , okay i have nothing much to elaborate actly. i just like it that i went out with my bitch . hah .

As my classmates have been noticing , i have not been very hyperactive this days . I am a sad girl . No one knows why because i dont trust anybody . Bestfriend left for Johor without telling , how sad. i have no money , how sad. My throat hurts due to a lot of smokeydokey [hahahahaah] this few days. Pfffft. how i wish i was with you . :( . love you all , bye .

Ohya , happy birthday to the most cutest guy in class . Shahrul. hah.