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Are we ? I do not know what's the problem now , but one thing is for sure ..

I AM NOT FORBIDDING YOU TO BE FRIENDS WITH THEM .

because i know now , you do not have anyone else to turn to . I am different , i am the new me maybe ? Maybe im not really meant to be friends with you . You do not like my sensitive attitude , i just cant change that. You may be hurt now , but all i care now is me myself and i . I want to say sorry this time , but i just cant . Because this time , i am ready to let go of you. And im not sorry this time. No , not anymore .

i miss you because you're a gift of a friend to me .

Do you think of me everyday ?
Do you bother to take a time and realize that i still exist ?
Do you ?
I remembered vividly of how i looked forward everyday to hear what you will have to say.
But do you ?
Were your words ever true ?
Now , everything is changing .
Yes Change. Our conversations will always be about that .
But look what have happened ?
I was right .






a BIG BIG thankyou to all who attended the openhouse :)

me love you all a lot a lot . tak sangke ehhh banyak jugak hadir . macam satu sekolah combine. hahahah . So , i love how it started i love how it end. And yes , the bunga api was gerek . hahaha . And again , a big big thankyou .Now , im so tired. Thinking about staying home tomorrow but i cant really afford to lose anymore maths and science lesson . mhh. Im tired , im dragged. baju belom gosok , bag belom pack . :( , but reallly i love you all , bye .

p/s , the pictures are uploaded :)




Open house tomorrow , room is not cleaned . ohmygod. hahahah . So sesiapa sesiapa yang telah diajak kemari harap harap ketemui besok ya ? Hari ini darlene cuma keluar bersama keluarga untuk beraya . Sekarang darlene mahu kemas bilik , dengan banyak kesayangan . Selamat tinggal.

My malay sucks , weakest subject yet.

Adriani , one of the most innocent faces i have seeeen. But mulott , ishishisssh .
Had to go out with them , even if it was for a little whileee. Haszirah Jackson and Fiza Jackson !





Social life running back to meeeeeeeeeee.

hahahahahaha . i had a lot a lot a lot of fun today :D , from the start to the very end. I had to clash to go with Hasz for a little bit of rayaing . Because macam kesian gituk. So , i was late because i left Hasz at 4.40 when i had to meet the rest at 4.30 . But im glad i did went out with my classmates.

Then , met the rest of the riversidians at bns. Tiring , veryvery tiring . But fun . Hahah. We left the last house at 12.30 , and i am draggggeeedd. saw brother on the way home , and went home with him . Soo , for the day . I would love to thank

Classmates ; Haszirah , Adriani , Hafizah .

The ladies ; Kak Marr , Aisyah ,Hadzirah , Shasha , Dewi , Farhannah , Atikah , Fatin , Syafiqah , Azreen , Amalina , Hidayah , Iza , Chia and Dinahh .
The dudes ; Zuffrie , Zul , Malik , Elza , Ramzi , Faris / Fariz , Faris / Fariz Irsyad , Uchop , Haikal , Haziq.

Sorry if i misspelt or missedout anyone . Do tell . Love you all , bye .
as usual , pictures uploaded at nurdarlene.multiply.com , and facebook :D



I HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE.

I DONT HAVE FRIENDS.

I DO MY HOMEWORK EVERYTIME.

MY SKIRT IS FUCKING LONG .

I DO NOT SLACK ANYMORE .

I AM A
GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK .

I AM VERY SELENGEEEEEE.

I LOST MY SHORT SKIRT :(

I DONT LIKE THIS SKIRT .

ASSHOLE ASSHOLE ASSHOLE.

I FEEL SO KENTAL FOR NOT HAVING A PROPER SOCIAL LIFE.

WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LIFE.

IM SO GEEEKY . I ADMIT . I ADMIT I ADMIT.

WELL AT LEAST I AM NOT SOME KIND OF MINAAAH .







Sayyyyaanggg , furaa. hahahah .

hello cyberpunkssssss. Abang aku hot giler . Hahaha . Random. Wells , today had our malay paper and it was okkaaay lah. I did not study seh :( . But i like the kefahaman for open ended. Make me realise something. Hahah . Minuman keras boleh mengakibatkan sakit jantung dan membengkakkan hati. Hahahah . Suprised ? Yes , i am too.

Well , today did not do much . Went home with Furaaaa jer. Ohmy. I have not completed math / science homeworks , freakkk. Okaylah , ohoh. Vynx cut-ed his hair and told me yesterday that he looks gay. So i was laughing to myself for the second time today everytime i look at him . Burgh .

And yah , im having an open house on Sunday. Everyone is welcome. Even you black asssss. Okay sorry , nanti Syahfiq terase. Hahahahhahahaha . Love you all , bye !

p/s .







Rayaaa was best. hahahah . Woke up at around 7 and helped mom. Then , got ready and went to atok's houseee. Bersalam salam-man , dan bermaaf maafan . Hahh . Then , continued the journeeyy . went to peopleeees house . Back home before maghrib and got ready for guest.

Ohoh , one of my aunt has nine kids. And they are cuteeee. the oldest sebaya with me. Super cute tauu mereka. They use colour purplee. So , when you see kids wearing purple in my photos , its them uhh. ahahaha .

Tetamu tetamu datang , keccohh . All tua tua semacam one. Hahahaha . Pukul sepuluh baru ramai datangg , then got this part macam irritating giler ah . When tante erna's people came then rudy's family was there. Then they started kacauing me w rudyy . I still dont know why . Waiting for my dearest same school cousin to tell me. Hahahahha .

Okay , then Aunty Zeee and I was kecoh of coursee. I loveloveher , yeah . they were the last famm to leave. And now , Kakak , Yan and Dinnie is playing light sticksss. ahahaha , and bunga api . :0 . love you all , bye .

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Okay , two words. Be jealous. There's like base coat , top coat , black and red coloured oness and nail strengthener . HA HA HA HA. lovelovelovelove . Okay lah . Got to go . Oh wait , i forgot to tell you . Yes , im bragging. Hahah . Love you all , bye.

p/s ,
you've got your girls ,
i've got my boys .
you will be playing with their hearts,
while ill be playing with their toys.


Okaaay , ive just tasted the thing food the school gave us. Its sweet and white and very nice. Hahahaha . And I have two of them. Hahahaha , well. Today was impressively not tiring because yesterday i slept at 3 ? due to maths and english home works. And i watched Snakes on a plane. Hahahahh. Very very turned on at the first part. Hehhehheh.

There was drama meeting just now , like finally. Hahah. But only six came because we had to plan the Farewell Formal Traditional Graduation Party. Hahahah , i came up with the name :D . hahahaah, but we unfortunately did'nt use it. Hahaha . So the farewell party is so going to be off the hook. hahaha . and there is another Farewell informal not Traditional Graduation Party. Yeaaaah , hahahaha . Cant waiit.

I would like to take this opportunity to brag and also thank kakak for the nail stuffs. Hahahah, love you alot alot alot. You are the best sister everr. Okaylah , daddy wants me to do clean my room. While cleaning i think im going to watch Friday the Thirteen. Hahahahaha , love you all . Bye.

p/s , i should'nt be missing you . but why am i ?



School was gerek to the maxx . Too bad Furaa did not attend it :( . Okay , there was like silent reading . And then maths , i seriously think im getting weaker in maths and im getting super lazier. Ni confirm jangkit Vynx. Hahahahahahah .

Then there was dance , and i swear Mr Chong is getting super dirty . Amat disgusting . Urgggh . Hahahahah , but we learned a new dance with the song Om Shanti Om. And i feel that its more beat-ier. Hahahaha , i like dancing . So yeah , that explains my funny smile while dancing *eh chia eh *. Hahahahha .

The other Jacksons were being so mean. They cannot fast , and they ate nugget infront of me. Nafsu naik babe. Hhahahaha , but alhamdullilah i can tahan. Hahaha . And i had to complete this maths rep thing. Hahahah.

Okay , DNT was dirty/fun/fustrating. Dirty , why ? Because i made a penis holder. And Vynx is in my class. Hahahahahaahahahha . Fun ? Because i have the most fun class a girl can ever want. Fustrating ? Because while i was drilling my acrylic plastic broke , twice! Hahaah. Okay then i met Furaa , sent her and then went on home . Was suppose to meet Airina but overslept and at four i was too tired to even wake up. Okay , buka is starting . Going to preparee. Love you all , bye.


P/S ,
i miss amk-nians. I remembered dancing on stage during Deeparaya Celebration w kak Shasha and the others for malay dance :( . Song : Anugerah Aidilfitri. Memorable sungguh.


My siblings

I feel that these days we don't fight as much as we used to. I have been talking to abang danial more than ever. Hahahah . Kakak is also making the effort to layan me. I love my life flow right now. Seriously , i have everyone i need. My family and my friends. Today made me realise how thankfull i am to be in such condition :D . Loveyouall , bye .

Today was by far the most exciting and enjoyable breakfast yet. Hahahahah . Im glad i spend my very last breakfast outside with Airina , Aikah , Zuraidi and Hassan :D. So , met them at rasarasa thai thingy restaurant minutes after buka. Yes , i was late. Shocker. hahahah . 912 slow lahh. hahahaha . Ate Nasi goreng kampong w Bandungs. Hahaha, YAAM .

After we filled up 3/4 of our tummy , we walked around. ^ see , wealked around. Hahahaha.
Then , all of us decided to get desserts from the foodcourt there. And so , Aikah and Zuraidi enjoyed their Chendols. Hahahaha . I swear I had a lot of laughs. With the redbull expression thingy and the american accent. Yes , i love you people.

Of course , Hassan , Airina and I enjoyed the delicious IceKachang. Yamyamm, ohoh and sugar cane water also. Hahah , yes we took a lot of pictures. As aikah was like snapping photos randomly , there were flashes every two seconds. hahah , So macam papparazzi. hahahaha .
After our stomachs was full , Hassan left , and the rest of us met up with Aikah's family. Hahahah .
Went to shengshiong to get some stuff , and so the three of us together w Zuraidi and Sufi started to fool around and also started to smack eachother with the bedsheets that the boys were carrying. Had laffffs really.


Thats my monday night people. Love you all , bye.

P/S , i cant wait for drama tmr ! WooooopWooop. And i cant wait for Wednesday . WooopWooop ! And the very bestluck for my secfour technicals for tmr cpa practical. Tutop sebelah mata boleh buat punya !


While almost everybody is going to rest today to get some energy for tomorrow , im am going to be cramping my head doing homeworks which i have not even started. Urgggh , tulah. Nak enjoy sangat kan darlene . Maybe im sleeping late today because I have a lot a lot a lot of homeworks to do. Going to start at 2. Now i have to watch TCA. hahahah .

There is something that have been bothering me since yesterday. I dont know if it is just you or am i over reacting . You do things that are so freaking stupid without thinking and you go around thinking that is okay. What happened to the person who would not talk to me if i'd do something stupid like that. Seriously , you've changed like a lot . Yes , i understand that surroundings and all. Whatever okay , you should have thought , at least.

Its like as if i don't even know who you are anymore. Seriously , i have never been so fucking surprised about you. I thought , just thought that you were different than all the other people I've trusted. But , i guess im wrong kan ? You are just the same. Pfft , im so stupid for thinking you were different. Should have fuckingly known . Urgh.

Now , im feeling as stupid as ever , but still. Love you all , bye.

p/s ,
i care because you once cared about me too. Or you just treat every single girl the same as how you treat me , than i should be taking the blame for ever meeting a person like you. Yes , im pissed.




I totally had fun today. Like seriously. Hahahahah . Okay , firstly. Mommy's workplace had this walk at McRitchie. Hahhahah. A 7km+ treetop walk is freakishly not tiring. Hahahah. I love it like hells. After one week of lying on bed and feeling very lazed. The walk was nicee. Hahahah. I enjoyed the nature too , i hope one day the Jackson Fives go there. Confirm kecohbecoh ones. Hhahahha .

After the omgpunyalahpanjang punya walk, went home and rested/changed for awhile. Then at 5, went to meet up with Zul and Malik. Was suppose to be meeting Zuffrie they all , but then they will be breakfasting at woodlands and i felt like it was boring. So decided to join Zul and Malik to breakfast at Vivo.

Reached Harbourfront , met up with Achmad , Ajat and Khidir. Thought of breakfasting at Carl's Jr but then plans changed and breakfasted at McD. After breakfasting , walked around Vivo. I've alrdy got something in mind on what to give to kakak on her birthday. Heheh. So walked somemore and they decided to get Starbucks and sat along the sea. Great view. Took a lot of pictures , boleh jadi photographer sehari. Hahahahah .

Zul went off first and shortly after trained back with Malik , Achmad and Ajat. I liked the train ride , we were bored so we played some games and introduced some very funny jokes. Hahahah . Okay , pictures will be up in multiply and facebook. / im mostly not in the pictures , wow. first time. Hahah. LoveYouAll , bye.




' bestfriend , i love you too. You have been with me through all my thick and thins. And you are the one that have bare-ed with my attitude. Thank you so much . I love love love you a lot. Sorry for all the fights. Sorry for hurting you. Im sorry for what i've done. Cant wait to see you , bestfriend!

Hello peoples.

OH WAIT OH WAIT ! VYNX ROCKS ALSO ! HAHAHAHAHAHA ,

Its Ten , and im a bit sleepy. Ive got school tomorrow. :D , cant wait to see my Jackson Fives and classmates. Heh heh heh . But i don't think i can go anywhere after that. I have to help out mom do some baking , so lets see how. I'm trying to be good to be able to go out to Bugis on Saturday. So , i don't want mommy to be doing the baking all alone also right ? Yeah.

So today , watched Labour Pains. Great show but a bit draggy. So yeah , i like it cause there is Lindsay Lohan in it. Hahahah . That took away like till 3 ? hahahah . I tried to do my homework after that . But i just finished my composition and planning about Friends mentioned Furaa in like half of the paper and the other half is about friends who back stab each other. Yeah .

Then, after my compo. I did this maths dot thingy. I got like dizzy after doing only the 1st one. There was like 4 pieces. So , stopped and watched tv. After watching tv , went into the room and started doing this crazy things with my lil sister and cousin. Hahahah . Hilarious , we practically did make overs to each other. Hahahah .

So , im not feeling that happy right now. Love you all , bye .

Its hard to forgive , when you're hurt.


Hello cyberpunks ! [ you can skip the yellow part of this post . its just a movie review . ]

Hehh hehh hehh , as happy as i seem . I am really not me now. Never mind , im used to keeping my thoughts to myself. Hah. Today slept through half of the day , yes literally. The electric thingy went off from 2 until idk what time. While electricity was out , thought of going out with some people but then when i was doing some stuff , all dressed up , the electricity went back on. Pfft , then i felt so malas to go out alrdy .

So , now im here . Blogging. Ohoh , i've watched Bohsia and Legally Blondes just now. And both movies was great. Bohsia is really the malaysian kind of mat rempit kinda thing . Yeah , bohisa is bitch in malaysian gangster language . I think , i guess. Youll be hearing me saying that words . Hehh.

Legally blondes is freaking cute. Dont get mix up with legally blonde and legally blondes okay . But both has a good storyline , so catch it when youre free alright. Hahah . Legally blonde is about a blonde which wants to get the guy of her dreams so she went through several obstacles to get him , but ended up being with an obstacle. not the guy. Hahah .

Legally blondes is about two twins who have moved from the UK to england. This twins are cousins of the blonde from legally blonde. So , both of them were kinda of a hottie in school and the "highest rank" of the girl in the school recognise them as a competition. So , that girl framed them . And the blondes had to clear their case. They won, because right always wins wrong. Hahah .

Sorry for no proper post. I dont know what to do. So , love you all . Bye.






Its like 9.20 and im so tired.

Starting of day , i made ferrorocherr until 3plus. Got ready and went down. Met KakMar , Haikal and some others. Deedee and Azizi came after awhile and we took some shots which i very very very lazy to upload. Hehh . And then , there was this part where i accidentally left my camera and my phone in the toilet. Terus panick seh , ran to the toilet and it was still there. Like ohmygod , im so freaking thankful. Like seriously ah . Hehh , so yeah . Played cards . Ohoh , ive been smoking a lot lately. Burgh . Mentang mentang tidak payah nak puasa . Hahahahahahah . Ape je darlene eh .

So yeah , went home and continued with the ferrorocher. Hahahahha. It taste so good lah, haha. My hard work paid off. Ofcourse with the help of ibu for making the dough kan . hahahahahah . So yeah , i dont know what to update. Waiting for Bestfriend to call and im going down in awhile to pick up some stuff . Hehh , malehh you. Ohoh , i wrote this poem out of the blue punya during history class so long ago. Hahahahaha , enjoy. Ohoh , this does not refer to anyone . Well at least not anymore. Mwahah . So yeah . On second thought , nahhhhhhh. You want to hear , you ask . Okay . Love you all , bye .

Okay , just so we are clear . This is going to be a "ma'ai pangjang nyer" post . Okay ? heh heh heh. If you all can read till the end , korang die hard fan of blogs ah . hahahahahaha .

So , yesterday had a very small interclass softball match with 2/4s. My team had to compete with Haziq's team . Hahahah . Let me tell you , we had a lot a lot a lot of fun and screams. It was so freaking fun. Firstly , we did not know how to play so we anyhow shoot only . Secondly , after we hit the ball (we had no pitcher) , we ran while screaming macam orang gila. Thirdly , because my team was gerek. Hahahahh . Its like two weeks in a row seh i had fun during PE. Yaaaaayy . hahhahahah.

Mr Faizal did not come to school :( , so we had to suffercate with Ms Julaiha . Alaaaah . Stupid lah . I miss his lecture already . So , after school met KakMarr and went slacking at 832 for awhile. Went home to rest and change. At 3+ Safiah called , she went my house and waited for me to get ready . Heh heh heh . Punyalah lambat aku siap. Hahhaahahh . So after that , met Kak Mar under my block and headed to 832 to slack for awhile and then went to KakMar's place.


So. Safiah , Dinah and I went to Kakmar's place. While waiting for her to get ready , we snapped some shots. And I asked KakMar to lend me her contacts , because i miss the feeling of having contacts. Urgh. And this is how i look .

I am really not sure if it was my eye or was it the contacts . My eye looks so not straight kan ? Hahahaha . KakMar's contacts has a degree , and as i only use contacts with no degrees , i felt a bit giddy after awhile.

Eefatt , amat amat chinese ni. Hahahaahhaha . Maybe you all cannot see the person behind us ah . But that is Uchop. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah . Gelap sangat maybe the area. Hahhaahahahahhaah , Im so Meaaaan! hahahahahaha . But he was mean also . So , even .

Went home with all , and then reached home at 11. Nasib Faris live two storeys higher then me . Mwahahhahahahahahah . Love you all , bye.

if you are reading this , that means you die hard fan of me blog. HAHA . or not , you accidentally read this ah . LOL. hahaha.