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A lot of stuff have been happening this few days. Ups and downs :) . But mostly the Ups made keeps me going :D .I had a really tight schedule on Thursday. Firstly , there was the whole school CIP which was normal and interesting. Im glad that i got to spend that CIP time with YuWen and Afiq .

After CIP , the babes of the class went on to Banquet to have our brunch. It was a lot of fun , and i really really like hanging out with this people :D .

After the time at banquet , went home and washed up to meet Airina to get her bags and accessories for prom. Its really nice to be spending time with her after so long of not meeting her :( .

After meeting that girl , went to slack at 832. Suddenly they decided to go to msl to get some stuff for Halloween . After getting them stuff , we walked around the houses at the fuchun area. I tell you , they all are really in the spirit of Hallowweeen . Hahah , it was my first time seing those stuff so it was very enjoyable. The houses are freaking big and all nicely decorated. Hopefully ill have the time to walk over there today :)

So yesterday was the last day of school . We got to know our classes and im happy that i got offered to go to the NATT class :) . Tho , im having second thoughts because Elza told me that it will be very stressful considering he himself is in the NATT class. But he also did say that if i were to be consistent in my work , it would be okay :) . Some also told me not to go to NATT because then if i failed my Os the highest qualification i have is my PSLE :( . Should i risk it ? URGH . Ill discuss it with mommy , tomorrow . or when i get to see her . Mhh , but im surely taking history :D ! hahah , oh for NATT class we dont get to take Art or DNT . We only get to take POA . Not fair at all okay .

Anw , the last day of school was fun with the twoones spending our last times with each other :( . Teared up , yes . It was a sad situation . Im going to miss the bunch of people i spent with when i stepped into Riverside. Whatever happens , i love you all . And hopefully this friendship of ours will last foreverrrrrr !

Jackson Fives , eventho we are seperating next year , i hope things will be the same next year. Spending time with you guys makes me feel good. Im going to miss Farah no expressions , Hasz grinch face , Chia doing her hair every second and the caring very very caring feeling with Hafiza. :) , ohoh . Hopefully we will be still be recessing together okay :) . I love you all . Goodbye :)


I love you alot alot alot okay kakak , eventhough sometimes i dont wake you up in the morning and you would scold me i know that deeep deeep deeep inside your heart you love me alot too . Thanks for all the love and the care . I really hope you love the present that i gave you three weeks ago. And the present(s) you've received yesterday . Now , I wish you all the best for your upcoming future and nak enjoy boleh enjoy but like what abangdanial said , listen to mommy okay . Have a great year ahead being a Nineteen year old , i love you . :)

CHEERIOS TO 2/1 FOR WINNING THE MATHS TRAIL , TWICE IN A ROWWW ! You brainteasers did not disappoint me lohh . All smart pants . Hahahah , last year win . This year win alsooo . This year win twoo , so nice one loh .Okay i think i should really stop talking to my chinese friends already . Hahahah, later i write like this one leh . Ha ha .

Had the OGL interview today at RP , dont think ill be getting it tho. Hahah , nevermind theres always a nexttime and a nextyear . hahah , got a new "listenmusicoreatburger" shirt. Very colourfull one . Hahah . Wearing it , plannin to use it for class bbq , but too slacky . See how . Okay , had fun with mom today . Love herr and you all alot . Bye !

Had a lot of fun at Deedee Angel's today , hahahh. Friends marathon is awhsumeee . Highlight of the day is the poem that Jeremiah said to Mira Angel .

*with a sweet face , looking at Mira Angel directly in the eye *



Okay , love you all . Bye !

Had fun with the Syafiqs and Mira at Pizza Hut. Did some very meannnn stuff there , all for fun . Hahah , my hand is very numb because of the typhoid and it took me a long time to just post this . So stay tune to my tweets alright ?Ohoh , i love my bestfriend <3! Love you , bye !

You keep asking for help ,
im there to offer but you ignore.
You cant ignore help , it just wont get you
some other help .
I know that you want the one youre talking
about to help you , but hello .
Ini hidup lah , and sadly life is not like that .
I hope you like crushing on girls who will
n e v e r know who the real you , because
you have went for their looks .
And dont try to deny it because its such a
"been there done that " thing for me . Alright ?
what a very very very typical guy you are .


im currently working at jeng jeng jeng jenggg. Not going to tell ~ Hahah , but typical McD but im not going to tell you where . hahahah . Today was tiring like hell , 4 hours of standing w no break because i was too shy :) . Hahah , the only thing they ask me do was to smile more . Hahahah , macam first time or whatsss.

Oh , if you all have not been reading my tweets . I went to RP before going to work . First sisty asked to meet at TRCC , then she was still in class so she asked me to meet her at E5 . Gg to E5 was not as terrible because the signs are everywhere . Heh heh heh , reached E5 and sissy asked to go to her classroom .

NOTE : That was my first time going up the blocks. Ive always been wondering around the ground level :)

So , her class was E54K . So when i reached the level , there were letters directing her class . I punyalah bodoh tak tahu my ABCs , i had to sing ABC inside my head . And the long windows at the end of the class made me paiseh cause the people inside kept looking out . Hahah . For all that , i got 4 bucks. Heh heh heh . I feel so jakon-neyy right now . Hahah , going to get me typhoid tmr w Safiah and the angels (maybe) . hahahah , okay love you all . Bye !

the first thing i said when i stepped in school was " Whoa , dah lama tak masuk skolah eh ? " Hahahah . It has been a long time since i stepped into school and today was not regretful . heh heh heh . Wednesdays is always a good day to go to school , am i right twoones ? Yes , yes i am. Hahhaha . Omg , i just realised that today is the last dance lesson ill have in my entire riverside life :( ! Hah , gituk gituk pooon ive got three more years down the road . Urgh , nevermind. Patience will take me somewhere.

Today , spent my after school time with Mira Angel and Deedee Angel . Hahahah , feeling feeling Charlie's Angel lah kami bertiga . lol . I love them like a lot a lot lahh , hahah . Cant wait for the Friday Friends Marathon at Deedee's ! Hahahah , they are like total friends freak .

Ohoh , guess who i met just now ? Hahah , Lydia ! Hahahah . Ohmyy , i miss her . And hopefully the DanceExplosion thingy will happen okay dearrr :)! Ohoh , i should celebrate her birthday too at that day am i right ? hahah . Okay , so after all that hassslee went on to 832 and the Angels got their lovebirds and left me . Lol . hahah. Slacked , slacked and slacked. Hahah , macam takda life . I know , but i love them people . Thinking of dying my fringe blonde like last time . Mhhh , ill think about it . And yeah , ive got Twitterrrrr . And ive got only one followers , kental lah ! Urgh . Okay lah , stay tune in my tweets aitess? Love you all , bye .

p/s ,
best i ever had .

I know its early , and its exactly 2. What are my classmates doing eh ? Mhhhh . hahahahahah, did not attend school today because i was late and my eyes was still red . But its better now , and i just found out i got flu . :( !

Hah , yesterday i really cannot sleep and i started watching WWE Raw. It have been a long time since i watched it because the wrestlers nowadays are not interesting . Im so lucky that yesterday's show was gerek to the maximum. Like John Cena and Randy Orton vs The Legacy.How cool ? A lot of backstabbin' . hahahah , cant wait for next week's show when Randy Orton have to defend his WWE Champion title with John Cena in a Iron man 60-mins match . And if John Cena loses , he will be out of Raw forever. Mwahah , so exciting .

Ohoh , suddenly Snoop Dogg says that next week John Cena has to fight Triple H and this may be John Cena's last match at Raw. So , im quite confused but godd i love this feeling because theres no tell who is going to win . Because the last time i know John Cena wrestled with Triple H , Triple H managed to be the first person to kick out of John Cena's F U . hahahaha,but in the end Cena did the STFU and Triple H gave up . Hahahahah . Amazing or what! Hahaha , okay now im going to bath and then go out probably . Love you all , bye .

p/s ,
to fans of Triple H or John Cena ,
you have to watch their match at wrestlemania 22 .
Amazing gilerrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I know it happened like last year , but i just watched it .
I know info lembab , but im soooo surprised mans .


*by now , Broken Hearted Girl - Beyonce should be playing at my playlist *

I shouldn't have been there for you , thinking that i may get the chance.
but i did because you have given me hope.
But i know now , that hopes I've been thinking about are hopeless.
I mean , i want you to be there . You're my strength in everything .
But now you're just one typical guy i used to look up to.
Omg , you stopped me from hurting myself.
But I'm guessing that you do that to every single girl , didnt you?
I realise that , im a fool . Its not your fault , im happy that you're sad .
Because , what comes around always comes around. Boy.

I want to thank Kak deedee and Kak Miraa gue , for punching a smile on my face today :)! Hahahah , i love you both a lot. Cant wait for next year so that we can sit together at recess again like last year . Woooohoooo . Ohoh . During NDP , Kak deedee's ex , Farhan , saw me.

Farhan : Darlene !
Me : Huh , sape ni ?
Farhan : Digimax , digimax .
Me : Hah ? Digimax ? Sape sehh .
Farhan : Digimax laahh , kenal tak ?
Me : Ohmygod ! Sorrysorry , tak ingat .
*covering my face and trying to remember , very hard and his friends was laughing*
Farhan : Takkan tak ingat .
Me : Ohhhhh!!! , okayokay . Deedeenye ex , ohoh . okay . Hi !

Than we started talking for awhile and I went off. After a few days , i met Kakdeedee , than I told her what happened . Then , she called Farhan and told him . And then KakDeedee said thhat , farhan was not saying Digimax , farhan was saying " Deedee nye ex ! " . Hahahahhahaha , okay its funny for me and this is my blog. HA HA ! Okay , i have to re-do my maths paper and then i have to iron my clothes and i have to sleep. Love you all , bye .

p/s , this post is very very random and very very very confusing . Sikit sedih sikit happy , apadaaah . Ohoh , my OJE is being re-scheduled because of my soreeyes :) :( !

Yes , i really do :( . But you are very sad in your pathetic life right now , so i should not bother you anymore macam malas gituk lohh nak layan karena kamu . Mwahah . So today was o-kay lah . My eye is very irritating okay , it turned all red in the morning and in the afternoon its all okay and at night its red again . The right side of my eye laa. Why oh why ?

Went to send some stuff to my " grandmother" and went off to my interview. Ohoh , in the car , i sat on the wet tissue and the water came out and wet-ted my tights and shirt ! , HOHOHO . Went to the toilet and put it under the handdryer. Macam kental lah .

I had a second interview today at 3pm and my OJE is on monday at 4 till 8 , wooh cant wait . So after the interview, slacked till 5pm and went home to do some chores. ( baik tauu ! ) hehehehhehe . Rested and all , went down back at 8pm.


Slacked around till 1 plus. So ,at 2 managed to get me my eye-mo and went on slacking with them people till 4 . Cant take it anymore . Nerrrrrrrrrdddd ! Okay , time check 4.30am . I've got to get me eyes some rest . Haiyaaah -.- , love you all. bye !




im telling myself constantly ,

" If i do not get to 3Natt , it just means that im not capable . "

I did badly for end of years , don't worry . I passed all , but my maths dropped :( badly . Chances to go to 3NATT is very very limited. Fat hope . Some of you may think that i can go but have you seen people around me ? They are smart . Well , and one more thing , after reading Fura's blog. Im scared on what Jacskon 5 will be like next year . We will seperate , but will we ever be the same ? Now im not in the mood anymore, love you all. Bye .

p/s , I don't think i did well for you . What i achieve is never good for you . When im at my best , you say " you could have done better" . What do you want from me ? I'm human , i make mistakes. Guess you'll just never be proud of me . Never mind , its too late for me to turn back and re-do . I may be dumb in your eyes , but im always wanting to prove you wrong. Guess i cant do that just yet . I'm sorry .



Today was err , i don't know . I just thought that i can start fresh with you , but i couldn't . Thanks for today , but im sorry . I just do not want to get into that state where i cry all day , all night because im hurt . I am scared to fall for you , accepting you in my life is like accepting that guy in my life all over again . I don't want a relationship . I love being single. Yes , it may get lonely but I've got great friends. Now , i just don't want any relationships and why have a boyfriend when you know that they wont last forever ? Lets just pretend that we never even met okay ? You don't know me . I don't know you . I can easily fall for you that is why we cant be friends . I'm sorry and i hope you understand .

On a brighter note , bumped into Aikah and watched Fame w Airina Fatin Alif Hassan and Ee Tuck . Hahhaha , was veryvery unexpected. Hahah . Got my mind off all that . Thanks needed that . Loveyouall , bye .

Today may be one of the most greatest day :) , well it also depends on how things work out. Hahahh. So , today went to apply for job . Yeah , ill tell you all more how things work at a later date okay . hahah . So at there , met Taufic . Hahah , after all the things . We all went to Zuh's aunt's shop and chatted . Ate at BK also . Seperated with Taufic at the mrt .

The mrt ride was short , zuh knows why . hahahah , okay . headed to 832 to slack . Their cigs were with me so they were like forcing me to come back fast . Urgh . hahahah , nevermind eh ? hhahah . So while slacking , things happen . No elaborations needed . Went home early today , my phone battery died . Stupid . Okay , im in a very happy mood right now . But this case also , no elaborations needed . :) . loveyou all , bye .


Happy birthday to my cousin Shaqil ! Hahahah , dah tuaaaaaaa . Sayang Shaqil alot alot !

From my facebook astrology / horoscope . Which i think is very true .
Darlene,You may be getting a strong intuition about the health and well-being of a friend or loved one today. You may be right, but you may also have to be somewhat delicate in how you approach the matter. The party in question may be in denial.

Facebook is a global social networking website that is operated and privately owned by Facebook, Inc.Users can add friends and send them messages, and update their personal profiles to notify friends about themselves. Additionally, users can join networks organized by city, workplace, school, and region. The website's name stems from the colloquial name of books given at the start of the academic year by university administrations with the intention of helping students get to know each other better.

Facebook has met with some controversy. It has been blocked intermittently in several countries including Syria,China and Iran, although Iran later unblocked Facebook in 2009. It has also been banned at many places of work to discourage employees from wasting time using the service. Privacy has also been an issue, and it has been compromised several times. Facebook is also facing several lawsuits from a number of Zuckerberg's , founder of facebook , former classmates, who claim that Facebook had stolen their source code and other intellectual property.A January 2009 Compete.com study has ranked Facebook as the most used social network by worldwide monthly active users, followed by MySpace.

Grabbed from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Facebook

The main thing is , i love facebook .

So , as you can see , many have turned friendster down and use facebook. But to me friendster is legend , it takes up like 1/4 of my primary school life. So , i shall not delete it . Okay i know tak ade link . But im bored like seriously. Its very early and im up . I cant get back to sleep , i dont know why . Thought of uploading some photos but nahh . Lazy , maybe tomorrow ? yeah . Sometimes i really contemplate on how existance ought to be . Okay im being random . I dont know what to do. Urghhh . Okay , i shall play more facebook things . Love you all , bye .

Ibu bought this baju today , and i wore it right after. Nyehnyehnyeh . I am so happy when i got to see my awwhsome banget cousin just now at Om Ayun's . Heading to Om Ali's tomorrow and maybe to some jemputans. Cant wait ! There is some RP pictures in this computer that i have yet to upload . Going to upload it but blogger sometimes stinks like a women having their monthly period . Trust me , i know. hahahah .

Im wearing this striped long sleeve shirt right now , and i swear i feel like im in prison . Some people are going to have fun tonning at ECP today , grrrrrr. Tomorrow have to get ready at 12 noon as we are expected to be at Om Ali's at 2 . Hebohroboh , dont know what to wear yet . On a much much heavier note , room is a total mess and i am not done with my chores . Urghh , okay . Im going to sleep and wake up early tomorrow . Long day . Loveyouall , bye !



Bored to death . Like seriously , :D .

Today went to Chia's house . Watched Bohsiaaa . Then Furaa came , went to my house . Watched DanceFlick . Amir , Azhari , Khairul , Iskandar and their friends came to raya . And they left , now im bored. Love you all , bye .






*kids are dying of lack of hope because people are giving up on them *




Maths paper one was fucking hard. Really , i lost ten marks :( . Stupid stupid stupid . I want to go 3NATT so badly :( . burrrrhh . Its going to be okay darlene , its going to be okaay . Hopefully , i did not do any careless mistakes for paper 2 because it was quite do - able.

Okay , enough about studies for the rest of the yearr , YEAHHH . hahahah . Time to concentrate on Chingay outfit. Mwahahah , you'll see me walking like an idiot next feb during chingay using my personally made art - wearable outfit . Still thinking of what i should be doing . Mhhh , okay chingay punya pasal , i put my heart and soull. hahaha .

Today , after the paper and all . Went roller-blading and cycling with Furaa and Chia. Tiring but extremely fun . From my house , round fushan and went to McD civic. I HATE THE FREAKING NEW MC FLURRY W KOKOKRUNCH . tho i liked the koko krunch part of the thing. But the chocolate was not edible for me . urgh. And after that went to Shell and played more. Its very very very stress relieving . hahahah , okay. Then sent Fura back and Chia and I cycled/rollerbladed a bit more throughout wdls . Yay , cant wait for morreee. hahahah , tmr maybe going to catch a movie w them classmates and then go to Bottle tree park to shoot some photos. :)

No school till next Wednesday ! Woooohooo , going to spend this time with classmates because it may be the last year with some of them :( :( :( ,okaylah . Love you all , bye .

p/s , do watch this video about the study day with jacksonsss. w/o fiza. Its a confusion about Science . Mwahah . Funny , well for me . i think , about 1.30 mins plus then funny . hahah .




CHOPPED OFF MY FRINGEEEEEEEE! .

hahahahahahahahah , kakak accompanied me to cut off my fringe yesterday . So how is it ?
hahahah , i think its okay . not too short , not too long. wanted to cut bangs but scared will not look good . So there you go .

I am not feeling good right now. Everything is not in its place . I just want things back , but dont you see youre the cause of this. Am I like one kind of stranger to you now ? Fcuk off , for real . :( , tomorrow is my last paper , and its maths . I know im good at it but i shouldnt be too confident. Because of you , i think im going to fail . Dont have to feeling to study , im dead , because of you. Because of you , because you . I need someone to be with me now , seriously . :'( . love you all , bye .

Woop , woop , wooop. Chingay workshop was f u n . The ten of us had to dress Hasz up , using the materials the people gave us and ... we won with 19 votes ! hahahah . Not bad for a group that is competing with a group of family which had attended chingay last year , two groups of ITE bedok space design students and also 3 more other groups from rs . hahahah .

Im very surprised with what the ten of us have accomplished today , suprising ? very . BECAUSE , we usually fight in class with the boys . So im very very proud :) . hahahah , now im waiting for ibu and the family to get ready . Going rayaa at Ibu's workmates houses :) :) :) ,





SHAGGED.
beat up curfew by 3 hours. nyahahahah.
Oh , did i tell you guys my mom said to me that my curfew is at 10 .
hahah , yesyes . For a secondary two female , it aint bad.
But today is a must to beat it up. hahahahh .

Okay . So i had fun with them woodgroovers. Eventho it did not start well as most of the houses were not available , we managed to go to people's houses for the whole day :) Well , i did not go to the last house because i was too tired and wanted to slack with them lapantigaduas. Hahahah , i think the pictures will do a lot of talking go see them , as usual at multiply :)

Ohoh , there are very disturbing pictures of "hot" gays. So , ill sort it out. Maybeeee.
Love you all , and CHIBAI * with Uchop's and Miah's crazydancing*

Now you know that im gaay .
Ill be gay foreverrr ,
I will always love guys .

Hahahahah . The song is very catchy . hahahahah. Today was alright . Science paper was doable. The last thirty minutes , i was shaking like mad as i have not even started on the section A which consist of 30 multiple-choice qns. And i was doing a DRAFT at section C . So i had to complete section A and C in thirty minutes . :( , i managed to complete the Section A in 15 minutes? , thank god most of them were give-away qns. I only lost 4 mark this time .Great achievement for me . And i really want to pass :)

Tho , tmr is humanities paper. I went raya'ing. hahaha . With some people but i left early as i wanted to revise for tmr's paper. So went home at 5.30 and changed met airina at 6 . Went to cwp waited for Aikah . Talked a lot while eating at McD. Talked and talked , and did not manage to study :( , hahahah . Tmr going to RP to continue . not talking , studying . Omg , cant wait for tmr's raya with them woodgroooversss. yayy . Now , i really have to start on my revision on humanities . I seriously dont know anything . Scared mans. Love you all , bye .