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Suck my ass.

Have you ever felt that no friend is beside , in-front or at the back supporting you ?
Have you ever felt so sad that not one of the closest friends you have just forgets about you ?
You just feel alone. I do , right now . What I am feeling now , is what i feel. No one can change my doubts .

No one , appreciates you . No one , cares . No one , really enjoy being with you . No one . And when they read this , they are probably going to say " Darlene ni ..! " with that irritated tone of voice . I am sad , I am efffiing sad.

Truly , I am jealous ed of the messages , and all that misses and the group bond that all my other friends get while i don't . Maybe , you feel that you treated me fairly . But do I feel the fairness , you all simply don't care. I don't like it when people bail on me. I don't like it when I asked about an event and then I know about it . I don't like it . I really don't.

I just want you to leave me fucking alone . Don't bother having friends which just won't support you . I am happy with who I am with now . I am happy with my normal school friends . I just , i just feel ... un explainable . It just hurts so much , it hurts .

Now , the word F R I E N D becomes Redefined .
- or am I just too over reacting . While im typing this , tears are rolling rolling oh so smoothly on my cheeks off my face. Just like all those so called friends .

Not all friends are like this , i love my angels and i love haszirah and i really love farah . You rock my freaking ass out . With , the cold hard truth . Do not be jealoused or what so ever , just reflect on what you did to me . And what you did to others. Its not the same , i know im not as pretty im not that attractive . I know , but that doesnt mean i dont have a freaking heart.