DarleneNasril / Princess
26 August , 1995 .
Do your maths .
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And , one thing I am sure about my life .
Well , this is Safiah.
and I know , by heart that I will be able to live without her presence.
Oh do formspring me alright.
Thats all bitches .
Last night was not a day Im proud to live through. I have disappointed my whole family most importantly I have disappointed my mother on the eve of her birthday. Eventhough it was fun karaokeing all night , it had its bad side. Im sure I will remember whatever mom and brother t0ld me this morning , because I do not want to disappoint the hell out of them . I want to pledge myself to make a difference in myself. Like mommy said ,
" Friends , will always be there. It just matters on which you choose to be with. "
I do not have to stay out late night to have friends . I do not need that sense of popularity to have friends either . If you are a friend , you would have stayed there and been there through whatever.
But whatever it is , I thank Kak Mariam for an amazing night. Through all the hardships you are going through with your family and love life , you are strong and I know I am not someone you can share things to because I dont know how to advice people. Seriously . You are strong for holding back , but you will be stronger if you let it all go. Please, stay strong because I know you are so much more stronger than whatever you did last night that made you weak. You are an amazing person to still have smiles , but do not ever hold back so much and let it all burst at one time . I love you , so please do take care of yourself.
Goodbye , people.
P/S ,
Alhamdullilah , everything is okay after months of hatred because of misunderstandings. Now I can breath freely.