Everytime I think about you , ill cry . I will think of all the stuff that you showered me with until the day you left. Everybody says , everyone comes and go. But you went off too soon. I never got the chance to pay you back every single love you bought for me. I never get the chance to really with my heart say that I love you . I never got the chance to say , I miss you .

I keep running back to you , I keep running to you for love. Now that you are gone , there is no where I can turn to. Friends come and go , friends are just here for a while. But you , you are with me every time. Even if I cant really see you , I can just picture you with me . Crying through my problems. I know by heart , that things wouldnt be like this if you are still around. You would be my bestfriend . My mom and my everything .

I do not know how Mom can handle this , I know that you would have given her everything . Every drop of love my mom needed. Until you lieft. Why , just why did you leave me. But I will never stop blaming myself . I shouldn't have left you alone , cooking by yourself. You will still be with me now , if I help you . But I cared too much for playing games . And my punishment for that , was loosing you . Forever. You will always be with me , right . I love you . I miss you . Ill never forget you .