Darlene's magical life .

i've moved on..

2011-06-01T09:00:00.000-07:00

Moved! To ... truthbetold-darlene , all you have to do is click on ze link. orrrrr , you can just type in.. http://www.truthbetold-darlene.blogspot.com :) Heheh, starting a fresh. Lets go!

See you there.

Number , changed.

2010-07-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

CHANGED MY NUMBERRR.

Ask me personally for the new one thru my mail or something

lurve_lene@hotmail.com

You should know what to ask me , unless youre stupid .

2010-07-22T03:30:00.001-07:00

I HAVE A FREAKING TUMBLRRRR. WOOHOOO.

AKUDARLENE.TUMBLR.COM

BUT I WILL UPDATE IN THIS BABY TOO. LOVE YAAAAA.

Fura

2010-07-21T03:53:00.000-07:00

Furaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Had a good time with Fura at me house. It have been so very long since I spend time with her . I miss her. Hahaahahah , awh. I know. So , its good to be seeing her again. Tomorrow will be between me , her , straight hair and prata. hahahaah . Cute kan . Thusday's prataaa. Hahahaah.

Oh oh, before I tell you a list of what me and Fura plan to do . I am so glad that my modeling just now was not funny. Yes , i know the make up was too thick. Hahaha , stage mah. Cheh , but a really big thank you to those who really clapped like shit and started shouting my name. Action popular sekejap. hahahah , but really love you Riversidians a lot a lot. Now back to me and farah.

We plan to...

Cook together.

Make a video every single day during recess when fasting month comes.

Watch movies at her house.

Eat prata and have straight hair every thursday.

And never leave each other no matter what happens .

I love this girl.

i miss my camera.

2010-07-20T03:33:00.000-07:00

Omg omg omg , my heart is beating like shit alreadyyy. I cant believe im going to model tomorrow infront of the entire school. Ohmygod. Shit , why did I ever agree to be in this kind of position. Ahhhhhhh fug. Calm down darlene , calm down . It will be okay , you will only be wearing heels and a malay costume. Butt.. what if i fall. Ahh shittttttt. Oh god , please help me .

I do not have any way to remember tomorrow because my camera is still burgh . Shit shit shit. Whatever lah , urgh . Okay im done .

2010-07-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hello . I just got back from awesome school and now I am very very very tired. So much homework to complete. So much things to do. So little time. Okay , during the H3 period today the teacher explained to us on higher education and she skipped the ITE part of the presentation. Hahah , i am very proud to have a teacher who is very confident to that all her students wont go to ITE.

Remember the time when I said I am aiming to a Junior College. Well , I am having second thoughts now. Hmm , how ? Hahahaha. Ms Kok said that I need a lot a lot of hardwork in a Junior College. For two consistent years. The way she says how Junior Colleges works , its really scary. Period. Im reallly having second thoughts but whatever , I will be very lucky to be in a Poly also. Lets see where I am taking myself okay ? Hahaha.

Okay , so starting from this very second . I have to put on 110% more effort in every subject . In every lesson . Do not doze off. Ahhhhh , i tend to do that , a lot. Okay , now I have to complete my mountain of homework by tonight. Halesmak , steady uh . Hahahah . Okay bye people .

WAKA WAKA BYE BYE .

2010-07-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

Oh how are you people. What did I do today , the whole i want to stay home thing didnt work. Duh , went to work. Went home and slept. Wake up , went to Tampines for a Chalet celebrating Nur Aisyah's 1st birthday. Awesome talk with my cousins. Hahaha .

I got a whole lot of great cousins. Hahah , most of them are teachers. Physics , Malay and English. I plan to be one too. Either , History or Maths. Hahah . Yeahhhh , okay lookie lookie its 30mins to 1 and I am not done or started with my homework. Hahaahaaaa. Okayla , i go do now. Atleast im not going to stay up at 2.30 watching people kick balls. urgh , okay bye bye .

YAY WORLD CUP FEVER ENDS TONIGHT. OH YEAHOH YEAH OHYEAH .

Aku terdiam sepi

2010-07-10T07:41:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow , im going to go somewhere after work so please people dont call , dont sms , dont whatever me through my phone . Tomorrow is very important . So I do not want you people to be spoiling my day . Hahaha , padehal nak stay at home. Hahahah . I dont want to go out tomorrow , so yeah . haha . Okay , not much to update . Just the fact that im very lost in POA and A Maths . Urgggh , bye suckers.

Darlene rindu nenek .

2010-07-06T08:37:00.001-07:00

I miss you . I miss you holding me tightly . I miss you telling me , every single time that everything will be okay. I miss you loving me with all your heart. Why must you leave me hanging . Why can't you through this life with me , leading me to the right path . Now I am lost , I am heading nowhere. I miss you too much . I miss you too much .

Everytime I think about you , ill cry . I will think of all the stuff that you showered me with until the day you left. Everybody says , everyone comes and go. But you went off too soon. I never got the chance to pay you back every single love you bought for me. I never get the chance to really with my heart say that I love you . I never got the chance to say , I miss you .

I keep running back to you , I keep running to you for love. Now that you are gone , there is no where I can turn to. Friends come and go , friends are just here for a while. But you , you are with me every time. Even if I cant really see you , I can just picture you with me . Crying through my problems. I know by heart , that things wouldnt be like this if you are still around. You would be my bestfriend . My mom and my everything .

I do not know how Mom can handle this , I know that you would have given her everything . Every drop of love my mom needed. Until you lieft. Why , just why did you leave me. But I will never stop blaming myself . I shouldn't have left you alone , cooking by yourself. You will still be with me now , if I help you . But I cared too much for playing games . And my punishment for that , was loosing you . Forever. You will always be with me , right . I love you . I miss you . Ill never forget you .

2010-07-06T01:19:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA . i do not know why the heck am I laughing. Well , whatever . Hello my awesome mates. Okay okay , I decided to spend half of my day not at school but at the polyclinic waiting for the doctor. And it was totally not worth it. Butt , i really need to get my neck fixed. It has been like this since the second night of Ignite. Urggggh , but it was freaking fun.

What have I been doing ? Hmm . Not homework. That is for sure. Hahahah , I got myself a new schoolbag , some new clothes to fill up my closet , new bangles and new personal stuff. And now I am broke. But I am expected to get thirty bucks from someone by Thursday . Going to the movies with some mates on Friday afternoon .Oh yeah .

Okay , I have so much things to do and im still laying around . Hahah , my portfolio is not completely done . My notice board info and all have not been printed and I have not touched on homework. Darlene , Common Test is in like two weeks. Fucking buck up. And I have to spare some of my time for stupid Racial Harmony . Fug it . Urgh , hate being so busy . Spoil my mood.

BYE STALKERS.

2010-07-02T16:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO AWESOME PEOPLEEEE.

I know i know , I have not been updating much . And the number of visitors pon dah turun . But what the heck. This is my diary . Laugh . Okay , I had a splendid end to my one week of school sleeping . Seriously , have been dozing off every single time in class. Urggggh , teachers.

Anyhoo , im so glad that I have a new co form aka my chemistry teacher , and a new physics teacher. The class is divided by two for science now , and I freaking like it. I is more connected then everrrr.Hahahah .Anw , I had a great ending with a touch of hateism to end my week . Ignite was amazing , going to go to that again today night . And some freaking junior had to piss me off.

I think I should lay low because I dont want to get into any trouble aite. And its such a waste of time handling people yang nampak sangat akan forever like this. Pffft , but seriously , your mulut jaga jaga lah sikit brother.Nak maki, come right to my face and say it. Kau jangan nak hint hint me and all. I do not like . Youre just messing with the wrong person ah boy . Serious .

I shall not waste any precious time on him any futher. Thanks to Putri , Azhari , Syafiq and Amirul. Im now breathing smoothly . Thanks to Putri so much for easing my heart. Love you to the max. Okay , now I have to get to school for drama and after drama Ignite baybehhhh. Okay , love love.

first day of term three

2010-06-27T15:05:00.000-07:00

Hello lovely readers. It is 6:01am now in a beaautiful monday morning . My head i having a little shortcut . Hahah , going to school in an hour time . And I is very excited. Mwahahah. Just a quick update to say that I may be dead for not doing most of the homework given . Sad case . Hahaha , Okay , to all .. Happy First Day of Term Three and have a pleasant term. Well for me , its just one term closer to O levels . Hahahaha . Goodbye .

a badddddddddd day .

2010-06-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE , TODAY IS ONE OF THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE . PERIOD.

And , this is like a warning for me to stop puffing . Like really , i do not want to fork out 500 bucks just for puffing. No . Okay , mission for the year . To stop pufffing . Like really . Oh thank god because the police let us off . Phiewwww. Like a big PHIEWWWW.

Well , it is nearly the end of a fabbb holidays . And it had to end with a little of police. Haiya , life is life. Okay , going to do all my homework by today and head off to bed. Going to Waterfront with the girls tomorrow. Eggccited. Hahaha . Oh alamak , i miss bestfriend . Haiis . Lol, i sound like a loser . Nahh , i bet im not . HAHAHAH . okay , im done here. Love you people. Goodbye .

GIRLASSSSSSSSSS .

2010-06-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

Okay , i really love today . thanks to this girls . Fura and Haszirah . Oh yeah .

So , today was defined awesome to the max . It started off like this , i know by now korang dah here we go again punya feeling kan whatever hahahah , Haszirah and I planned to suprise Ms Birthday girl ( Farah ) by waiting for her at the lift with balloons and a cupcake . So.. we met and went to buy the cupcakes and get the balloons from McD . We both was effing cute lah with the balloons walking all over causeway to get Hasz's boyfriend a gift . Trust me , cute gila . Hahahaha.

Okay , Hasz got her gift. And we got our cupcakes and balloons then its time for the suprise . So , me and hasz went all over to her house ( at the lift area ) and waited and waited and waited . This girl takes a long time to get ready . Hahah , finally she came out and we sang an original made song for her . Hahahaha . I hope she is very happy with the suprise . We love you and we both just want you to have the best birthday. Hahahah .

Okay , after the pleasent suprise , we had the intention to go to Marina Barrage . So we took the train and alighted at the Circle Line . At the circle line , birthday girl wanted to go to Clarke Quay . So there was actually no point of us alighting at the Circle Line . Dah gitu , we are suppose to alight at Dhoby Ghaut . But .. terlepas and landed at City Hall . Too much talking .Hahaha . ( I swear this is not the first time I terlepas stop because of my mouth ) . Hahah , so we had to patah balik . Lol . Okay , blah blah blah .

Clarke Quay! We pretty walk and walk and walk and took a lot a lot a lot of pictures . So , Clarke Quay was pretty much around Boat Quay so dah macam tourist go round and round and walk to cool gila buildings. We had a fun time there. And as we are walking we bought a turkish ice cream. The seller was great , kept fooling around with the ice cream . Hahaha . As I said , there was a lot of walking . So much walking that we ended up at City Hall . HAHAHAH .

While walking aimlessly , we came across Fort Canning Park . And , apa lagi . We went in . Hahha, the sights there was amazing to the maxz . We took pretty much a lot of pictures . So much fun . But it was not tiring , well . Yeah . We came across this patch of land that really amazes us . We were like having a photoshoot there . Pictures here , picturess there .. HAHAHA. After the FCP , thought of going to Woodlands Waterfront . But time defeated us . We went back home , but at least the bounce back was fun . Hahahhah , goofy people in the train buat macam rumah diorang sendiri , well pretty much us . Hahahah . Okay . That covered up the day .

Now , I is pretty much attempting to do my homework . FAILURE . Okay bye .

2010-06-17T02:04:00.000-07:00

HAAAAAAAAAAAAH . HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY BEST GIRL .

Nur Farah , on this special special special day , you have turned one year older. That also means , you are turning towards a whole new year . I am so glad I met you , you are one of reasons why I do not regret coming into Riverside . Eventho we had our moments of anger and such , I am glad you stick with me through. I know we are not in the same class anymore , but we are not seperating . You are always trying to spend time with me and I really appreciate that . I love you a lot , and I is very happy its your birthday . Tho , we are not spending it . SAD . Well , since im in a roll . I would like to apologise if I ever made you feel like a third wheel . And you are not okay , I love you ver much and may our friendship last forever . Happy Birthday Girlfriend .

My girls , my girls .

Hello awesome freaks. I just came back home from work . Eventho I is very tired macam nak mampus , I figured that I should update because it is Furaa's birthday . And I want to tell you awesome freaks that Ilove you all, bye bye .

I miss miss miss

2010-06-13T02:12:00.000-07:00

its just sad when people do not come and look for you :(

I am just wondering what my friends are doing right now. I miss a lot of people and I have no intention of calling them up anytime soon . I want people to come and look for me as a change. Who cares and who just does not .

Now I am missing Safiah , Angels and Mariam the most. I miss being there for Mariam . Mhh . When are you guys going to call me :(

crew outing , woodgrove failure outing .

2010-06-10T00:39:00.000-07:00

Hello , awesome blog people . Sorry for not being able to update about life . Lol . That sounded pathetic . I know . Shut up . Okay , this past few days . I am just leading life like a chopstick . ( ??? ) . Before the Crew Outing which is on the ninth . I had a sleepover and I have no idea why I had to sleep just two stories above me . Hahaha . There is no point at all . Just for fun actually . Not really a sleepover. Was awake the whole night , roaming around . Bah . Headed straight to workplace for the crew outing from Lina's .

Crew Outing @ Siloso Beach and Costa Sands Resort .

The Crew Outing was so much fun lah . Eventho the endless walk was a bit of a drag . I am still okay with all the items being planned. And I thank all the managers for the fun time I had. AMRT crew rock like rocks . And I is very sad that I is resigning soon to concentrate more on the studies . I will never forget this. Like never . And the crew outing and has burden my heart more to leave AMRT . I am going to think twice . Think , just think darlene . Oh . All them pictures are on FB . And .. I is very sorry I did not take any photos of us on the beach.

Woodgrove Outing , gone horribly wrong . But ends up to be the best times I had with this people . Period .

Eventho this outing has gone very very downhill . I thank these awesome people for flexing their scheldule to attend this . The people are : Amirul , Shah , Haiqel , Faiz , Syaril and Irsyad . Most of all , I is very proud and happy I have this people coming .Importantly the dancers who are very busy but managed to come :) I must really thank them to hype me up in the first place because I was very mad as I was the only girl and the outing only consisted of seven people . But , everything happens for a reason . Right ?

Ohoh , at Siloso . Fura came to the rescue . Lol . I thank her so much for coming when asked she came also because she was very bored . And I really appreciate her coming because she was from school and still managed to spare some time to come and make me very happy . From yesterday , I just know that I can count on her for anything . Thanks Fura . Really love you .

So , we had a splendid time at Siloso and the day did not end there . After that , Haiqel suddenly has the urge to go Karaokeing. And we actuallly did . And I really had a blast singing macam nenek tua . I shall go there again one day because it is very cheap and i cant stop laughing at the sign that they put up. Look ^ ! Hahaha . When did Malay songs need to be Halal ? Hahahah . Wow right . I know . Okay , alll photos are at FB . Love you , bye .

busy friday

2010-06-05T23:09:00.000-07:00

How are you my not so loyal readers yang confirm only passing by . Hahahah . Its a Sunday afternoon and I am at home . My stomach made me miss today's work and I am not going to see much money roll in . Never mind , it is totally okay and fine to me. So , what have I been doing this days huh ? Just hanging , yeah .

On Friday a lot a lot of things happened . I had to head down to court with Rifqah . Did something and then ha to rush back to Woodlands for a movie with Jerry and Nad. After the movie had my shopping spree at Cotton On spent a close to 50bucks there. And then I had to head down to PlazaSingapura for Dance Explosion.

And I saw a lot a lot of amazing people and dancers there . Including the ones I was supporting . And true enough they won . Fantastic Crew won . I is so happy you know. And I really cant wait to see the boys on the 9th again . Oh oh , that reminds me. I miss woodgrove primary . I saw Aunty Esther there . She kept on emphasizing on me being a bad girl always give her trouble . Hahahahaaa , you know . I was leading a wild lifestyle back then . Macam paham . Padehal padehal . Lol . Well , its good to see all primary ones grow up and all . And thank god they remembered who I was . *kening up and down* Im done . Goodbye .

BORED AT THE LIB

2010-05-31T20:17:00.001-07:00

What I got planned for this June Holidays , mhhhhhhhh !

3rd June :Work and its Payday ! Wooooooohoooo .
4th June : Work
: Dance Explosion @ Plaza Singapura .
: Shopping @ Town .
5th June : Work
6th June : Work
7th June : Work
8th June : Crew Outing @ Sentosa .
9th June : Woodgrove Outing @ Sentosa .
10th June : Manicure @ Nail Palace ( Pending ) .
11th June : Work
12th June : Work
13th June : Work and Maths Homework must be completed .
14th June : Work
15th June : Work and Shisha with Ikah , Fasha and Safiah .
16th June : Work
17th June : Fura's Birthday !
18th June : Work and its Payday , woohoo .
19th June : Food Hygiene course @ Pasir Ris Community Centre .
20th June : Work , Fura and Haszirah ( geeklets ) outing .
21st June : Work and Study for Hygiene Course Assesment .
22nd June : Hygiene Couse Assesment , must pass or not auto-terminated .
23rd June : Work
24th June : Work
25th June : Shop for school items , pens etc.
26th June : Shop for new exotic pink school bag (optional)
27th June : School re-opens.

Ahhhhh , what a holiday . You have not seen the NPCC's holiday . Mwahaha . Must be a torture to them . At least I get paid yannow . Mwahahahaha . I am currently at the library right now. Macam budak bodoh , nak buat homework tapi unsuccesfull. Tangkap angin sahajalah . Haahhaah . Shall go play some games , sudden urge . And I am very bored with my skin but I am so lazy to update . Heh heh , oh . I cant wait for Friday . Gonna go shopping for Jeans ,Watches and Sundress for the beach . I have one but it seems urgh. hahahaha .

Now , I just have to wait for Jerry . Haaah , he is at school and I am here. He better finish he's exam fast . I am so bored. So do not want to do my homework . Really do not want to . And I is very happy because today and tomrrow , I is not getting my butt to work . Haah . Do not know why . Hmm . But suddenly working afternoon shift on thursday . Hopefully ill get extended ! Hahaha . I want the money and night shifts crew are great people . Oh , i am nicknamed comot at work . -.- , just because i will eat my burgers seperately . Weelll , its too big to fit in my mouth . Pleaselah double cheese burger is so big and they expect me to eat it without seperating the patty and the bread . urgggggh . Mulut buaya pun tak boleh makan like that . Ho ho .

Well , at least i love working . Hahahaha . I feel like eating strawberry sundae. Awh , i miss making them . Heh heh heh ! Goodbye readers and have a wonderful day . Chey wah .

im bored.

2010-05-30T18:18:00.000-07:00

I MISS HASZIRAH AND FURAA , LIKE A LOT . And it is not even half way through the holidays -.- ! Oh oh , when I was in the toilet just now , i realised that Ms Kok have left me with a huge pile of homework to be done . Haaaaaaaaah , so teacherish . I think I am going to do it today , and i need company . Bahhh , bestfriend is alll the way at Clementi and I really do not want to bother her . The people are schooling and all . Urgggg , what a life . Asswipe . Nevermind , i am going to go down to Woodlands Point to see T anw. Pfft , after that I shall meet Jerry . Mwahahaha . I miss him , alot .

Whatever it is , i want to be happy and complete my stupid homeworks today . Got a problem with that bitch. Bye lah bye lah .

p/s , im going to watch mohabbatein now. Awhhh . get some tissues huh .

i love you , i love you not .

2010-05-29T18:11:00.000-07:00

hello stalkers , im bored. Mhhhhh , i am so tired also . Have been working for the whole week ! Aiyoma. Oh , kuch kuch hota hai . Something happened to my heart and I do not know if I should be falling for it or treat it as a normal crush.

Love is a very scary thing. And for a person like me , i get sick of it very easily . Whatever it is , I do not want to put any hopes on myself or you . Sorry . I do not know what my heart wants . It cant let go of the first and it doesnt want to be broken . Reasons I am not with T now , eventho I know he loved me so much . I know I can be a dumb ass to reject someone like T , but it was just hard to forget about the first .

I am afraid to get back up and let cupid hit me with its little love arrows. I am afraid to like you and get hurt in the end . I am scared of heartbreaks , i never want them ever again . Love is sick , call me a patient cause im in love. But I shouldnt be . Urgggggg , irritating gila lah . I love you , i love you not . Told you , im a total sucker for people who are sweet.

P/S , I MISS MY PEOPLE A LOT .

2010-05-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

I HAVE READERSSSSSSSSS ?????!!!!!!

I went to work , straight after school today. And something so cute happened. A customer came in to order something and when she saw me .. this happen.

Customer : Eh , you Riverside right?
Darlene: Yeah.
Customer : I read your blog .
Darlene : Awh , thanks.

This really made my day , thanks customer ! I really didnt know that my blog is even read my humans. Hahahaahah . And I always thought that Aliens are reading my blog and want to make a story out of my not-so-interesting life . Yeah . So , school is ending in two days and yahoo for me. And to those who are aware of the 9th June Sentosa event for Woodgrove graduates '07 , please RSVP by third of june ; lurve_lene@hotmail.com .

Oh oh , when I came to work today . I feel very loved because everyone was suprised to see me . Awh right ? Hah . Love you readers . Goodnight .

2010-05-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh , the weekends . Its over and back to school , first thing in the morning tomorrow. Its the last week of school . I better enjoy it and make full use of the time spent with my fantastic schoolmates. My June holidays will be a bit of a pain in the ass. Work , work , work and more work . Took a decent off days that will not help with anything . Ohoh , that reminds me ..

To Woodgrove Primary Graduates of 2007 . (Probably the ones who knows me ,
lol . ) There will be get togther on the 9th of June. It will be located at Sentosa . It will be a whole day kind of event . So yeah , keep yourself free and easy .
Any more details needed , do add me up at msn and ask for youself. Lets make
this outing a success . Email add : lurve_lene@hotmail.com

Hahhh , yeah . So im probably going to sentosa two days straight . On the 8th for Crew Outing and 9th for this gatherring . Cant wait , Oh yeah . Ohh ,this week ill be very busy. After school , ill be working and yeah . Ill be with my people till night . So , no online time. I think . Ahhhhh . wish you all happy last week of school and im so going to miss stalking people :(

I WILL MISS H . :(:(:( , SO SAD.

fantastic weeek

2010-05-21T07:23:00.000-07:00

ALOHA BLOGA. ( hello bloggers ) . This whole week have been awesome awesome awesome . Very the honeydew awesome. I am really glad the people are not a bore anymore . Woohoo , padehal aku yang bore .

I am very sad devastated that school is going to end . ( You know , the other part of school . The fun part ) . Hahahaaaa. I do not have any reason whatsover to escape from work . But , I am very happy that I can earn some kachings and the crew outing is drawing nearrer. Fulemak , confirm kilafutma (Killer Fun To the Max ). Hahahah .

I know you people are patiently waiting for the realease of my results kan? betul tak . Hahaha . Perasan or what . My results was unexpected and I am very happy with it . I failed my Social Studies and was told to be the top for my english composition. Fulemak , very the gerek . So I am going to study very very hard for upcoming exams and tests so that I wont fail anythang . Like anythang . Hahaha . I want to study so hard until I be berok . Lalalalalaaaaaaa .

Today was awesome . Saw Ikah and Francia . That Francia is my type of bitch . And I hate her so much . *Huggging her so tightly* Hahaha. We'll do a catch up session very soon alright . Hahah. And after berapa lama tak joget . I went on dancing macam biatch today . Woohoo , really love dancing to the max. Hahah . Okay , tomorrow I have this CIP thingy that i really dont look forward to . And I am surviving with only a few cents. Not bucks . Cents . Hahaha . Story of my life. Ta taaaaaaaaaa .

I heart H.

UPHILL

2010-05-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

LALALALALA , this is how i say hello . Lauuggggggh . My life have been going up hill , macam teletubies hill you know . Eventho exams was such a drag , im glad it is over. I have no regrets whatsoever okay . I did my best. I put in effort and whatever the results are im going to happy with it . Woo hoo . I got a lot of white already . Sad lah . But like what mommy said , nevermind stress stress now. Later in the end I shall live a good life . I love meritocracy .

Currently , i just love my life . No problems ( which I care about ) and my social life is at the top right now. The classmates headed to Seoul Garden today , but I didnt go because I dont want to get fat-er. Hahh , so I decided to spend my money on Banquet food with Jerrry . And I got to meet Sheril (long long long long long long long lost friend) ! Hah . I love my life right now , just love it . Yayy .

June holidays , working . Bummersz. But the money is good. For me at least. My goals ; I want to buy Safiah a watch ( she have been wanting this for a long long time ) , Amirah's treat ( not very sure what . Pizzza , movie or whatever la ) , Jerry's birthday treat and as a token of appreciation to Hasz , I shall take her out for the whole day. My treat . Hahahah . Sangat incredible missions , hopefully when the money comes , ill be generous . not .

My lovely big sister have been a good sister nowadays . I love her support and all . I feel the love . Woooohooo ! I love it when she is all lovey dovey and right now she is very very irritating. She just said " Your friends dont like you nevermind, walk away . You got no friends nevermind , I got a lot of friends , we can share ." take note that she said this in an indian accent . So sweeet of her kan ? And all of my sisters and brothers like to dig our noses. It makes us happy .

Ahhh . I cant believe how perfect my life is right now . Thank you Allah .

2010-05-14T20:18:00.000-07:00

One more paper , just one more paper . One more darlene .

haaappy birthdaaay .

2010-05-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA . Tho I am a very very busy person right now . (not ) . I want to take this oppurtunity to give out a birthday wish for a person who means a lot to me . (AWWH ) .

Yess . Jeremiah Benjamin Matthews. Happy Seventeenth Birthday , I am so sorry if there is nothing planned for a special day like this but I promise Ill make it up during the June Holidays okay. Just want to wish you a very happy 17th birthday and hopefully this year , you will make better choices and do more better things with your life okay . Thank you so much so so much for the manyy many things you have done for me and yeah thanks . Hahahh , hope you enjoy this yearsz okay . I hope to meet you soon alright . Happy Birthday !

Examsss

2010-05-06T15:08:00.000-07:00

I know that I can use somebody , someone like you .

Wow. This week pass by so fast . Now it is Friday and I am taking my Malay Paper in two hours . I dont know why these days I keep getting up early . Pfft. Tho , it is not such a bad thing . My hair would be dry by the time I reach school -.- ! Hahah , I hate to tie up my hair when it is all wet .

Exams are here. And I got two words for it , "Go Away!". I am not ready to take any of the papers. I have yet to revise for Social Studies and History . I know , dumb . I have to revise and memorise a lot for this two subjects and I am planning to start on History today. I am not so nervous for maths , but the thing is , I actually failed my friggin class test and I cant do a lot of equations from the revision worksheets. Ahh . Dah , fail fail fail. I dont want to but it looks like it is heading that way . Pffft , so hate this alot.

all the best for the ones taking their exams . And , yeah . Bye . Love you .

Sheesha and Shopping with them mates .

2010-05-02T17:51:00.000-07:00

YES ! I finally get to meet my lovely safiah . Hahahaha . Yesterday , did not go as planned . When I went out of the house , I was planning to study with Lina @RP . But things changed and I ended up going to town afterall. I did not regret. It was a freaking breakthrough from my studies , but now that it is over . I am back in buisness with my studies . Hooray .

I love this people a lot . There is lots more but we did not manage to capture a wholke group picture. So , after making up my mind to go to town , I seperated with them to meet Safiah first at clementi. Member dah pindah doh . Hahah , so met her and we both met the rest at Somerset. The guys went shopping because they received their pay yesterday , the girls well.. we just went a little window shopping . Haha , and Jeremiah went for his tatoo with Garvin and Kenneth .

After all the long walks around Somerset , headed to Far East to see how Jerry was doing with the tatoo and it was a very very nice tatoo. But , it was pricey . Der. Okay , than I actually wanted to go home because I planned to study . But I wanted to keep a promise me and safiah made that is we will sheesha together . So I do not want to waste anymore time , we followed the rest to sheesha .

Best . Fun . Smokey . Hahah , it was nice . Seriously . hahh , okay that we went home . I malas nak elaborate everything . So as I said before , let the pictures do the talking . Pictures are up on Facebook , and if you do not have facebook , you can just check out my multiply @ nurdarlene.multiply.com . Love you stalkers bye bye .

P/S , I REALLY HOPE TODAY'S STUDY PLAN WORKS.

I want to Pee

2010-05-01T17:15:00.000-07:00

Ba ba black sheep have you any muscles. Yes sir , yes sir sir six packs full. Two for my girlfriend , two for my ass and two for any person who say that I am black . Ho ho ho . I love this song , just made it up tho. Perangai totally budak gemok takde kerje . Hah . Whatever . I amer very bored and very sad and very happy . Well , okay maybe not that bored because I am chattting with Jerry @ msn . Which makes it a better morning . Not .

I am very sad because I wont be joining the people go Sheesha-ing , do a little of Jerry's tatoo and just have fun with the people today . Because I have no money (not complaining because I do not care that much about no money issues ) and exams are next week . And why the hell am I sitting down here and not studying . Gah , lazymegabutt.

Okay fine . Maybe the whole no money issue can let go because by not going I can spend more time studying . Correct ? Yay me ! Not. Well , with no money , it would not stop me from having a study date with Lina at Republic Poly. I am going to ask her to bring her camera so that we can have fun too yannow. I love studying with Lina because she teaches me like very very well. And I am taking the same maths paper as her , so I is happy that I have her.

Its frozen pee . Pee pee pee pee pee. Stop saying that . Saying what ? Pee.

Okay , I am freaking random . Hahahaha . Ohya . I did not do any revisons after work yesterday . Hahaha . Mummy asked me out to go shop. Ohyeah , lets just say the only thing that was the same when I got home was my heels and my bag . He he he . Totally a costume change and I feel so good using it and I feel a bit of a guilty rush because it cost ... Hahah . Mommy , I love you for buying me nice clothes eventho they are not that cheap.

Okay , I am done . Thank you for being a good reader (stalker) . Bye bye .

Safiah . I miss you .

2010-04-30T06:48:00.000-07:00

I rindu Safiah . I rindu Safiah . I rindu Safiah .

Wait . Before I start I am just going to say that , I will not use the F word.

Ahh , i miss her so much . (realised and did not say the f word ) . Seriously . Eventhough she asked to meet today , I had to decline it because I have absolutely no money left . Hopefully she will come down Woodlands tomorrow. *Prays so hard* . Anyway , I hope to see her soon . And I really hope I can catch up with her . I have a lot to tell. Well , not really .

So , life has been great . I am working tomorrow for four pethatic hours . And I am going home straight to do my revisions . I have to start on my revisions already because I cannot fail. I just do not want to let mommy down. Again . Whatever I do , I just cant fail . I just cant . Urgh . I hate not paying much attention in chemistry and physics class. From A1 to a F9 probably ? Reasons why I do not like doing well during Common Test. Ahhhh . Whatever la . I have to study now , I just wanted to update alittle bit of my life once in a while huh .

This IS a blog. Bye stalkers .

2010-04-25T07:07:00.000-07:00

Mommy , i love you .

Eventhough the fight was awfully hurtfull ; emotionally and physically . It has made me stronger and I know that you really do love you . And I love you too a lot a lot. I know you have lost control of kakak. And I am sorry that I have been acting like her. I did not mean to. When we were fighting , you threw a lot of harsh words. And that made me breath so very deeply and made me realise that you know me better than I know myself. Thank you. I did not realise that I myself was being such a rude daughter and I promise you that , that is the last thing I want to do.

Thank you mommy , thank you so much . I deserve every single thing you did , I deserve every single scoldings you give. I love you . So much .

2010-04-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

A big big thank you to my three one classmates.

I love you all like so much . Thanks for making me look forward to school every single day and at the same time we are actually learning something . I realise now that , stress life in school and all is the same routine I have to deal with every single day . And Im very fine with it because my reward will be a smakin' good results in my O levels. As I said ,

Work hard now , it will pay off in the end . This I promise. -Darlene Nasril

Life is all about hardwork and effort. Put a little teaspoon of fun and you will be on your way to success. Do not get lazy . Do not get tired . Do not get overthrown by any of your fears. Stress is fun if you know how to deal with it. And friends plays a big role in you life. You need to have them , you need to know that they will be the ones puhsing you . Thats why I love my three ones. Let people say whatever they want to say , yes we are friggin stressed up but I have never seen a bettter bunch of people who help me in my studies and knows how to play around with it.

Fun is not the only thing .

Goodnight.

I MISS THISSSS.

2010-04-17T19:52:00.001-07:00

I nak feeling feeling already , tak nak baca pergi mampos.

You know what I miss ? Last year .
Before I do anything , imma say something first.

Babygirl , where are you ? Do you know that I miss you like this much . Mhh. I miss you and your fake laughs and your multi-problems that you never want to share with me. I dont even know if you are out there finding for me :( Sad. Please call. I cannot contact you any way because my phone is not with me and your prepaid is forever low. Whatever you do , you know i love you ♥ . Rindu sama kamu okay .

Okay , now then can start feeling feeling already . Hahaha , all these pictures are taken from last year's album . So I miss these times and people right here right now . In no particular order , at all. Lets go.

Airina's birthday party ♥ , god. How fun was that day .

Swimming session with lapantigadua people , ♥ .

My mcdonalds crew people , espicially my girls . ♥

Wild wild wet with family and Amira Alqudcy , oh god. That was fun . Fun i tell you . Lagi lagi the times yang kami ambil gambar macam beruk kat dalam MRT. I miss us , ♥ .

Ingat tak , we will never fail head to ManFutTong's soccer court. He he he , I miss those times babe. Meet you soon and we will relive our memories okay ? Miss you ,♥ .

Sports Carnival 2009 . I miss Madi's brother also . Aiyeem , mana kau ? hahaha. This year's sports carni suck like nyonya's ass.

Girls Day Out , hahaha .Waa seh , this really bring back a lot seh. Bila nak ada lagi eh people ? ♥

Ahhh , this people is loved a lot . They never fail to punch the most exciting day . Hahaha . I love you people ,♥ .

Jerrrrrrrrrry , we meet everyday . But I just want you to know that I appreciate the little things you do okay . You are a strong hearted person and you never ever fail to make me smile with your jokes . Thank you for being there , almost all the time . love you macam a lot la . ♥ .
I miss you . ♥ , there is not much to say . You have to realise why I have been acting so strangely around you . Remember , ill be there. But you must be there for yourself too.

Thank you . Goodbye , stalkers .

Colour colour /

2010-04-16T18:58:00.000-07:00

Ayahs -.- ! I am so bored , and I do not plan to go out any sooner . Reasons ? My hand phone is confiscated so I am totally disconnected socially. I can only remember Safiah's (derrrrrr) and Jerry's number . I am broke . And , I just do not like going out with no money.

Ahh . I shall colour this post with different colours . Heh heh . Okay , this colour elaborates more on me with school and the friday people ♥ . This c0lour elaborates more on me waiting for Jerry . This colour elaborates what happened when I was with Jerry , Fariz and Ramzi. As this post is super long , read the parts you want . lol , okay i totally can write a book already .

I shall elaborate about yesterday . School ended so fast . Like Zoom Zoom , end . Hah . After school headed with the friday people ♥ . After a while , headed to McD's to have our lunch and there after headed to Putri's Cribsz. Had fun there , playing the guitar , using the computer and curling Putri's hair. It has been such a long time since I did someone's hair. I vividly remember my room being a salon last year. Pfffft .

Okay , after sending them off to their briefing , headed home . Nope , my friday did not end there. I felt the urge to go back out . So called up Jerry . We plan to meet under my block but you know whatt , i told him if he was not there when I go down , ill be on my way to buy my cookies from seven eleven . But , Im too kind . Hahah. So after waiting for him under my block , I decided to ring him up with a public phone , and let me tell you . It was pethatic . But before i got to call , he came :) Yay !

Went to seven eleven , did not get the cookie I wanted . Headed to the toilet at woodlands CC and went to 832. Sat for awhile and dragged Ramzi along to Admiralty Park. But we ended up sitting at a hut near Fariz's house . So asked Fariz to come down . Then , too much ants went under a block. We talked and talked and talked. Jeremiah was so deep yesterday , i like it when he gets all deep and all. Okay , then investigate about a fight under my block because there was blood all around . Got the information , and I decided to head back home because the guys wanted to drink . Mhh , yeah . That was my friday night .

Mhhhhhh . Now , I just feel like cleaning my room after my sister leave the house. Buttt , she is still sleeping so I might as well do some internet stuffs. Yay me . Bye . Im a loser.

Chubby Babi .

2010-04-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

I look so chubby in this picture ! Wait , I am chubby . Yay !

Just a quick update about my life right now. Mhh , not that interesting though. Just a pile of effort have to be put in right now. I have not been eating right these days. I have been missing out on my lunch and all. And my body totally failed on my during 2.4km run I had yesterday. After the run , my heart was beating non-stop at a very fast rate and my eyesight was turning in. I wanted to fall and faint but I knew I would have caused much more trouble than I was having.

My friends said that I should not have pushed myself too hard. I thought I could do it like I did these past few weeks. Maybe the body just needed some rest , im happy im okay now . Okay , back to long winded school days. Tomorrow , i finish school at five. And for my recess time , I have to sacrifice it for maths file check. Amazing huh ? Like Haszirah said , tomorrow we are so going to suffer . Not eating for the whole day . Tryna do it . lol , its not that hard tho.

Okay , got to get back to my homework. See ya , wouldnt wanna be ya.

You are the cherry on top .

2010-04-10T09:20:00.000-07:00

This week is the ultimate stress bomb to my life. I cannot cope with my studies at all. I do not pay attention in school and I hate it to the maximum. I was depending my helpless body and mind to put direct me , but it failed me . Miserably . I should probably have set my mind straight on studies. I want to prove something , i hope to prove something . Darlene , get your priorities right . Do not go wondering off .

Whatever about studies , I hate to go to school this days. I cannot control any of my feelings to myself. Stupid heart. Urggggggggh . Bye lah.

MOM , I LOVE YOU .

2010-04-05T00:27:00.000-07:00

Happy 50th Birthday Mommmmmmy ! The big five - zero . haha . I love you mommy , thanks for all the scoldings and the love that you have showered me. I want you to know how much you mean to me . I would never ask for a better mother , i love you mommy . Darlene sayangkan ibu banyak banyaaaak dan Darlene amat kesal dengan perbuatan Darlene . Darlene nak ambil kesempatan ini untuk meminta maaf kepada Ibu . Darlene , sayangkan Ibu. Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaah . Just thank you so much for everything , and have a very happy fifty-th birthday.

Happy 14th birthday Nazri ! Hah , you and your sense of humor never fail to make me laugh my ass out . Thank you for all the laughter that you have shared. You bring joy to the room you are in always , and whatever problems you are forced to face with , you face it with smiles always . I admire that about you . BEN TEN ALL THE WAY . LOL . Have a happy fourteeeeenth birthday okay boy . Ohyeah , Dont naughty naughty okay !

Haidah , Haidah , Haidah. Happy 14th birthday my dear . Even though we do not know each other that much , I know you are one happy happy and very very very responsible kid and you will go far with your dying sense of ownership to education . You know how to make your friends happy by a simple touch . I hope our friendship will go very far also okay , love you dear. Have a very happy birthday ahead.

angels and devils

2010-04-04T04:11:00.000-07:00

Last night was not a day Im proud to live through. I have disappointed my whole family most importantly I have disappointed my mother on the eve of her birthday. Eventhough it was fun karaokeing all night , it had its bad side. Im sure I will remember whatever mom and brother t0ld me this morning , because I do not want to disappoint the hell out of them . I want to pledge myself to make a difference in myself. Like mommy said ,

" Friends , will always be there. It just matters on which you choose to be with. "

I do not have to stay out late night to have friends . I do not need that sense of popularity to have friends either . If you are a friend , you would have stayed there and been there through whatever.

But whatever it is , I thank Kak Mariam for an amazing night. Through all the hardships you are going through with your family and love life , you are strong and I know I am not someone you can share things to because I dont know how to advice people. Seriously . You are strong for holding back , but you will be stronger if you let it all go. Please, stay strong because I know you are so much more stronger than whatever you did last night that made you weak. You are an amazing person to still have smiles , but do not ever hold back so much and let it all burst at one time . I love you , so please do take care of yourself.

Goodbye , people.

P/S ,

Alhamdullilah , everything is okay after months of hatred because of misunderstandings. Now I can breath freely.

FRIDAY PEOPLE

2010-04-02T09:19:00.000-07:00

I love my Friday people .
- I call them my Friday people because I spend most of my Fridays with them and you bet they rock .

I love you people a lot because you guys can really have fun. Thanks for the day , i really appreciate it alright. Next time we all go out again , we go karaoke and then we all ada colour code again okay ? Love you guys . Thank you for the bowling session and finaally i got my donuts . Love you people .

My dear sister . I love you a lot , please take care of yourself and I believe very truly you can. You know I love you still , and i don't ever want you to forget about me okay . The people you hang out with now , are nice . I know they will take care of you . You don't know how much I miss you before today. I miss being around you . Really , hopefully when you start school we can meet each other more okay . With love , darlene . Meet you tomorrow babygirl.

IM DONE , NOW STOP STALKING ME OMG.

i love you

2010-04-01T17:54:00.000-07:00

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

This is so true .

HA HA . bitccch ada rambut .

2010-03-29T05:33:00.000-07:00

Being sick is not fun . I feel so lazy and so restless. Mommy said that im sick due to my lack of rest. I have no time for rest. But wait , i did spend the whole day at home yesterday. I have to rest. I am so not going to head to school tomorrow because I seriously need the rest. Mhhhhh . Get well soon Darlene .

Today , Nazri and my big muscular brother made my day :) Besides the fact that my big muscular brother forced me to cook for him his meal today when i was having a bit of headache , he did made me laugh . That really made my sickness go away abit. Thank you brutherrrrr. Love youu .

Nazri had to show the Urban Dictionary translation for my name and ...

DARLENE

1. A woman who is both beautiful and athletic.
2. A woman who is extremely comical and often times silly. She usually says things like "YOU CRAZY" or "HELLO."
3. A good friend to listen, to care, and to goose you as well.
4. A gooch.

1. (n.) Darlene, come do the dishes.
2. (adj.) You are so Darlene today!

hahahaha , so true . I know . Hah . I flattered. Awhhh. And when i got to know what was Nazri's . Omg , boleh terbuka jaw aku .

NAZ

- gorgeous/ hot
- smart ;
- spontenous/ carfree/ outgoing
- x-tremely rich

- wow! what a bombshell! her name must be naz!
- A cute person with beautiful eyes. Attracts men wherever she goes.
- Someone who could kick Chuck Norris's ass.
- The next big hiphop/rnb star.
- a gangster person; the most gangster person in the world.

I know , macam whateverrrrr kan ? Hahahah . Okay im done . My head ache is acting up.

P/S i miss Amirah Alqudcy so efffing much . Feel like crying already :(

Love you stalkers. Jangan ada excessive facial hair okay ? love love !

Blonde Fringe , miss it .

2010-03-27T18:35:00.000-07:00

This picture was taken when I was in secondary one. I miss that gold fringe. Yes , sungguh merinduinya. Okay , I am not going to work today because I can feel a sty coming up. Ohyes. So , i just said to the manager that i have sore eyes. Mhh , i have a lot of homework to complete and im not in the right mood to even do it. Yes , this is the exact homework I was talking about at my last post. I am so lazy. Shitlets. I might as well get ready now and do my own self studying at Republic Poly or Woodlands Library. :)

Ohoh. Before I forget , Im bragging that now i have a studded heels. Ohyeah , now go on stalkers. Bye bye .

Can die.

2010-03-26T03:57:00.000-07:00

Hurray to three one for making it to CD through the Arts finals. I am so proud of you people. Even with the wrong usage of English , the wrong scenes and the wrong lines , we got through. I do not know how did we get through either. But yay lah.

I can die sooner or later. My homework are getting delayed , and piles of them are stacking up. I got so pissed off with my Malay teacher just now that i literally raised my voice and showed him attitude. What the hell , Darlene. Seriously . That was the very first time I was mean to a teacher . But I know I was not at fault of failing my Malay. E8? Not impressive.

Whatever beaver. I have tons of homework to complete hopefully before tomorrow because I want to rest. I have to catch up on my maths , physics and chemistry. All this week , i have been sleeping in class and not copying down any notes. How the hell am I going to prove to people that I can pass my midyears with flying colors ? Pfft. Hopefully , I can get back on track soon. Hopefully .

Another downer is that I will not be running for Mass Run because I am not allowed to. Due to my flu MC i got during my holidays . That MC can last me for three weeks of non running. Amazing ? Yes . The route is so easy and I cant even do it. Not fair , at all. Seriously. But I ran so enthusiastically today during Healthy Lifestyle . One of the early ones to get into the school. Yay! Happy like sheep , berk berk. Laugh . Okay , i have to get on the homework horsey . Bye bye stalkers. Wish me luck for future days of the week to catch up on studies okay . Love you stalkers !

CD THRU THE ARTS

2010-03-23T02:56:00.000-07:00

I WUVV MY CLASSMATES . OHYEAH .

Anyway , school have been such drag . I keep falling asleep. Urgh . And i lost my PHYSICS textbook. I wrote so much stuff in it yannowwww. SAD . I hate the fact that my mind is still in holiday mood . Shit shit shit.

Things at school are just piling up. Mhh , and lazy me dont want to do any homeworks. Sheeesh . Mommy is going to be so mad at me once my Midyears arrive and she realizes that i am still working . mhhhhhh . Whateever , i got to go . bye stalkers.

Busy bee.

2010-03-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

AKU BUSY GILA HARI INI . TAKDE MASA NAK LAYAN ORANG .

*white chocolate boleh , tak pasal .

Stilettos

2010-03-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

Thanks Putri for everything , from being a listening ear and a good good friend <3! Love you a lot . And I had so much fun yesterday even though kami jalan tak tentu arah . Hah , it all payed off at the end of the day bila kami tahu we are not the only ones eh ? hahaha. Love you a lot for being strong through whatever and for having a ' common interest ' with me . Hahahahahaha . Love love love you . Anyway , got myself new stilettos . Yes , stilettos . I know right . Be jealous people . Love mom , a lot. Hahah , my mother and i have the same mindset .

" Besok boleh buat homework , now meet me at Orchard ada Cotton On sale . "

And i went all over there but only bought one tee but payed off when my mom saw this stilettos that she love so much . And bought it for me , awh ! Love mommy . Okay nak tidur . Besok long day . From finish up the homeworks to the board . Bye .

Dont call me past 11pm .

2010-03-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

GOT MY HOT PINK TIGER WALLET. ITS CHEAP AND MAYBE SOON ENOUGH WHEN PEOPLE REALIZE IT , ITS GONNA BE SO GODDAM COMMON. i hate common-sity . hahah . Wth ? I love work today . I was so energetic and all. Hahaha.

I have not much to blog about . Hah. Anw , i got my pay today and im left with fiftydollars only . Wth kan ? I know. I have been spending so much time with bestfriend . I wuvv her . Hahah . Okay got to sleep . Another 6 am work day tomorrow. He he .

BYE STALKERS.

Loser like substances.

2010-03-17T03:46:00.000-07:00

Oh man . My life is sick . I am a total loser. Bonehead. Urgh . I hate feeling loser-ish . It breaks down my self esteem , you know ? Shitass. Oh well . I had classes today maths and physics. Mhh , have to start bucking back up the horse again with a lot of patience and hard work. Got to do my Midyears with pride and succeed in it . In order for that to happen , i have to put a stop to my lazyness and start doing my homework. Yes , loser like ? Smart like if you may .

Hahhhhhhhh . I had a little time to spend with Furaa today . Its funny that she still think of me and want to spend time with me despite that we are tearing apart by our different classes. But im glad , she thinks of me :) Bersyukur ! Anyway , that Jeremiah guy really pissed me off a few times today . hah , but i dont know why i cant stay mad at him for too long . mhhhh . He hates my Bangs. But i got a few compliments from people today . So im happy happy that he hate hate what people love love. Okay stop . Despite the fact that he hates my bangs , i still consider him as one of the closest friend . He have those ears that can listen , well at times. Hahaha. ive got loads to do . And very less time . Toodles suckers . ( Realised that i didnt say stalkers? lol . )

no more little rich girl

2010-03-16T03:24:00.000-07:00

Things i need to get on my next pay . Which would not really pay offf everything .

- School shoes. ( $20 ? )
- Safiah's watch or shirt. ( $10 ? )
- UNIQLO tiger striped pants in grey and black. ( $30 )
- Movie with PutPut. ($20 ? )
- Shoes , probably the ones from Cotton On. ($25 )
- Repair SonyEricson birthday phone . ($40 ? )

Total Cost : $145 , Pfffffffft . Dreams .

The rest are all cravings .

- MP3 player
- Upgrade my phone
- And a whole lot more to bumb up my wadrobe :)

I swear i had a lot more in mind .

BYE STALKERS.

Bangs are common , bring it on.

2010-03-15T13:20:00.000-07:00

Fulemak , bangs or what darlene .

Hahahaha . Okay , its official . I've cut my fringe due to boring-ness of my slanted fringe and the unbearable temptation to cut bangs that i cannot take anymore . Yes , i know i look rounder . Rounder means cuter what kan ? Hahahahah . I know . Ha ha ha . I have to stop self - praising myself . :( , SAD .

Spent the whole day with this girl. Yes , long lasting friend indeed huhhhhh . I was at her house at 11am in the morning okay . Went over to her grandmother's house which is all the way at Clementi . And came back to marsiling to do her skirt thing. And guess who i saw working at Woodlands Point ? Hahahah . Yes that bloody handsome punya Taufic. Lol. Hahahaha . Misssss him very very much . To the extent that I was forced to sms him due to Safiah :) ,and now the conversation is rolling up the hill. Yet again , hope it wont crumble down like the last time :( , sedih .

Ahh yes , after that happy happy trip to Marsiling . Went back to her house and slacked abit . Then , realised that i need the rest for the day after's work day . So i had to go home . As sooon as i reach home , my computer is calling . So yeah . Had to . And then mumsy forced me to go to Mustafa Centre . At 12am in the morning . Yes , 12 am . And i got work the next day . At first I was totally not up for it and all . But after a while , i just went with the flow . Yay . And and , i felt so sick at there that i decided to call up work and ditch it . Mhhh , yeah. I dont mind not working anymore . Im sick of working. Yeaaap , sick of it. SADLY OKAY . Okay , i think im done . Going to sing sing with sister . And then maybe go jogging . Lol , got earthquake , my fault . Fat girl running at 5.30 am in the morning . Hahahahaha. Bye stalkers .

Fat Dinnie is Cute Dinnie.

2010-03-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

Look at how ADORABLE dinnie looks when she was young and fat . Bahhhh , i miss straightening up her long hair yannow in the toilet with alot of conditioner . Hahahaha. Awh , my cute little baby sister.

Hah , today was boring and full of excitement . What the hell ? Okay , whatev. The fact that i am so trying very hard to improve on my malay doesn't have any link to what i have just said . HO HO . Arent i just an interesting fattie . Hahaha. Whateverrrr , still have not trained for my upcoming mass run . Excited to what it will turn out to be . Okayokay , i got to start reading malay books because whenever i go on acting like i know malay inside out , i turn around and go " whats the word " . Shit ass or what .

Oh well , ill get better . Once i stop working every single weekend of my life . I can enjoy doing homework and stuff. You know , what smart people do . I am smart okay . Smartie pants . Okayokay , so my plan for tomorrow is to meet bestfriend and do half of my homework. Uhuh . I mean it . I freaking mean it . Feel like using my pink pullover tomorrow , ahh . Hope it rains . Lol , nah .

Okay im bored. What shall i do ? Eat Nutella ? Yes. Bye stalkers.

bangbangbang

2010-03-14T04:09:00.000-07:00

NAK GUNTING MY FRINGE !

CUTE PEOPLE ROCK

2010-03-13T06:32:00.000-08:00

I wuvvvv cute people , dont you ?

I am a blogger , yet again ! Hahaha . Updates updates updates. People love updates. Hahaha. Anyhoo , i am going to follow mommy's advice to stop working every single weekend . So , no more fat rich girl for me huh . Ehh , ill get used to it . Ill just be working once a month to keep my name on the crew list because i want to work on holidays . Ohyeah !

By the way , i cried at work today because i am so disappointed with myself for getting so much refunds and i was having a huge migraine . Like really irritating. So , I had to leave early because the boss saw me and he said i really need the rest huh . Very very hard to see me cry yannow . Even my manager said that . Want to see me cry must get ticket. Hahaha . Im a cheerful girl , whastup ? Hehh . Besok pergi kerja mesti tutup muka . Must get the rest to not disappoint the managers tomorrow . Dont be such a cry baby lah babi . hahah .

Anyhoo , im looking forward to my not so much of a holiday . Really looking forward for the movie with Putput on friday . Hope jadi lah eh ? Hahahah . I want to go to sleep to shoot macam superhuman besok . Yay, goodnight stalkers .

fake beauty .

2010-03-12T07:40:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEEE , TIME TO BE A FAKE BEAUUTY !

yay yay , holiday holiday . yay yay , holiday holiday. Apart from my class got the most supportive class award thingy , i hate Sports Carnival. Suck like asss . I hate rains , i was doing referee and it had to rain. When its like my turn to ref. Fcuk it alot. I lovee refereeing alot alot alot . Telling people what to do , whistle-ing at them . Saying " Youre out ! " . Lol . hahahaha , i like .alot . Ahhh , i do not want to look forward to anymore SportsCarnis ah !

Okay , holidays are here and it means : Going to work everyday . What could be better . Still have not told workplace im not coming on Wednesday due to school activity. Sad . But hopefully , they will let me in for afternoon shift. Miss those afternoon people . hahaha , going to miss my crew alot alot. I'm going to quit very soon because of my 4A1s result. Yes , bad huh . Grrrrrrrr. Mom knows best :) , but seriously . Working with them mates , just cannot have been any better.

My plan for this holidays are rather simple .
- Finish up all homework. Yes stacks and stacks of them .
- Find something to do with the notice board. Make it happen.
- Finish up everything for CD thru the arts .
- FFFFF .

Hahaha, the last one tak perlu . Okay bye , got to go bar dancing . Lol .

Geeeklets.

2010-03-09T02:05:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the awesome day Furaaa . Love you very very very the much ! She won the ChubbyBunny challenge. And i have two more packets with a full jar of marshmallows. Thank you so muccch babyg ! Really appreciate you spending time with me despite your busy scheldule . Love you so much and i dont know how to emphasize that any further.

Trained for 2.4km run just now , and i fucking suck. LOL , no suprises there huh . Hahahaha. Im so going to train myself this holidays , macam paham ! Hahaha . And i suck at Netball. Playing against 5/1 during recess was such a bummer and fun tho. Eventhough i felt a bit useless. Whatever lah . I got refree thingy tomorrow so no drama for me :) , oh im sorry :( . Yeah . lol , okay i got a lot of homework now . Whatever . Bye .

MrPhotogenic.

2010-03-08T05:52:00.000-08:00

I had so much fun with this asshole . LOLLL . No lah , he is not an asshole . He is sweet and kind hearted and smart and muscular and nice. Too much ? Hahah . I am such a liar. A mean one too. Hahaha , anw . After i dont know how long not meeting we know we had to meet someday ! After a failure to have lunch because of cash we decided to just slack around . I love camwhoring with this guy because the picture never fails to turn out good. Lol . Hahah , okay i got to get going now , its gettin late . loveyou , bye !

THAT MR PHOTOGENIC BETTER BE NICE !

FAT AND LOOVIN IT.

2010-03-07T05:35:00.000-08:00

Ahhh yes . The exams are over and i hope one day i will wake up with eyes like that . Woohoo. Fat hope. Yes , fatttt fatt fatt hope. Like me ! Loll . Dah sah overweight kan ? I like being fat and fantastic betul tak ? Yassahhh .

Bright side of life : I had so much fun with ibu and cousins and not to mention sisstys at Fariz's 4th birthday party at downtown . And got myself new leggings that cost thirtybucks at Uniqlo. Amat expensive but ibu liked it so , we bought it :) Im going to get another one when my pay come in less than fifteen days ! Yay . Go darlene !

My commontest is well done :) Except for malay tho. Mommy is very disappointed for me failing . But im not loving my emaths mark either . Aiyoh , more effort must be put in . Definitely . OMG . Homework not done and im sleepy . Aiyo. Mana boleh macam gini . Im done blogging and i love it that it is schooling tomorrow.

P/S you will love schooling if you are a working teen like me . Seriously . School is a way to get out of work . LOLL.

Sorry for screaming right at your face basket .

2010-03-01T04:40:00.000-08:00

My geeklets . * Yahoooo *

This will be a freaking random thank you for everything for my Geeklets . I just love hanging around them so much that it makes me smile to myself for having such great friends surrounding me. I miss my hanging out with bestfriend and the people tho. Studying is important , Darlene .

I am spending way too much time in front of the computer , seriously . I am suppose to be revising for Physics and doing a hell loads of homework. And i got one hour left. I am fasting today and it was a job well done . I did not say anything mean , i think. Except for racist jokes and bodoh . I am going to fast again on Wednesday and hopefully on Thursday . Have to pay back a whole load of days .

Common Test is here , and i got four more papers . E-math was so hard . Really , i am so going to fail. I am scared that i am one of the fourfailures considered I only studied a bit on Indices and a whole lot on matrices . And guess what? I should have studied both equally ! Oh , whats done is done . No regrets , should really be studying . Bye . *EHEM* !

where im heading .

2010-02-26T03:08:00.000-08:00

currently at a lanshop.

Common Test is half over . The rest of the subjects im taking is going to be terror ! Grrrrr . Lets see , i am doing fine with Emaths , Amaths , Chemistry and Physics. I am totally lost in POA . I hope i can switch my brain with Vynx . That smartypants. Jealous to the maximum.

Well , at least *ehem* made my day . Hahahah , *ehem*. Lol , inside joke much ? Hah. Well , I totally forgot to bring my Chemistry books that lead me to a more shorter time . Haiya . Amat susah lohh . Working tomorrow , happy ? So much ! Hahah .

I miss working , my last paycheck was one heck of a disappointment. Tu lah darlene , tak pergi kerja . All because of Chingay i can say :) . I am planning to pay back my fasting days soon . Yay me ! I have a lot a lot a lot to pay yannow.

I want to payback so badly . Darlene go go go ! Oh , do you know i know how to play a guitar ? That reminds me , i have to buy the guitar pick and transfer in money . Ohmygod. I forgot. Bye .

*Mr R is not my boyfriend .

comes like this , goes like that .

2010-02-20T17:14:00.000-08:00

Chingay Parade 2010 .

It was the most weirdest event I have ever participated in , and freaking proud of it ! And it is finally over . Sadly in fun way but happy in whatever bullshit I got throughout the event . This event definitely bonded the express and technical more closer together with me. I seriously will enjoy participating in Chingay again . Yay - ness !

I miss the .. mhh , atmosphere. Really , seeing alot alot of people with weird costumes and seeing long long lost friends which i thought i would never see them again . Not to mention that Nizam who i thought was the meanest person because i remembered him calling me black and he turned out to be this very very sweet MalayDancer. Very , very memorable.

The point is , i love Chingay even though it was a bull shit with some people . Okay , now i miss those " i thought were stuck up " fajarians and those sweet grey people and that suddenly emotional cck guy and the cute giler blocos. Urgh .

lan not land

2010-02-15T10:58:00.000-08:00

IM AT A FREAKING LAN SHOP .

Hahaha , Yes . Im stupid for paying two bucks an hour to play a computer when i can go home and play it for free. And , im broke yet again. Hahah . Nevermind my pay is coming . And Chingay too . Happy or what , the down turn is confirm that freaking Common Test . Oh i made a slogan .

" I redo my work to clear out my doubts . "

Seee , nice or what . hahah . Okay nevermind . As the people are playing left for dead , im freakishly bored. But its fun . Comfortable okay . And the screen is big macam really big and its so easy to type . Okay , i better go now . Bye internet.

ilyou .

2010-02-13T07:47:00.000-08:00

My love for Ibu is never too much , i miss you . Sorry for not being around this days , I hope after this is over . Ill have the time to spend with you. I love you more than words , i love you more than anything . You punched me , you kicked me , you teased me , with love. And they make very great impact . You make me who i am now , im never me without you . I love you ibu , Happy Valentines .

Am is swweeeet ? Haha. Ohwell . I hate today alot. Customer came in like monkeys. I was suppose to finish work at 4 and i was extended all the way till 6 . yes , wtf . I know . Whatever lah . Im so freaking sad that i did not attend the party . Sorry babygirl hasz.

Hasz's day !

2010-02-11T06:36:00.000-08:00

To the craziest friend in the entire world ,

Happy 15th birthday . Okay Darla ? I am so sorry that on your birthday , all of us are still torn apart. Even though I know one of your wishes is that you will have everyone together celebrating your birthday . Your friends and boyfriends . I am sorry that I cant make that wish fully true . But I can ensure that you will have one of your greatest party's ever this Saturday. I love you a lot alot , and you know what ? Happy 15th birthday voldermort / grinch .

im lost . help ?

2010-02-08T04:13:00.000-08:00

Hiding , just hiding . Hidden by the truth , cold hard truth . Studies are a burgh . I am not consistent in any of my studies and i see my week to Common Test jam packed with activities. All rounder activities , from working all the way to Chingay . I can do it , i can do it . You can do it , Darlene . Yes . You can !

I am going to mug my ass off till Common Test. No more sleeping in class , although I can help it . I finally did not sleep in Chemistry class. A great achievement , and Physics , im asking the teachers . So as POA . Im doing good , im going to stay back every day to just study for Common Test and proof to everyone that I can really do it .

Darlene , its your studies . Its your future . You make the choices , so set your mind and go for it. You can , i believe you can . To all who think they may not make it , think again.

im a selfish bitch ,

2010-02-07T06:46:00.000-08:00

Remember yesterday ? When I said horrible stuff about friends ? I take it all back . Yesterday I was not fully me . After a few sms-es with KakMar and Safiah , I now see myself as this selfish friend who cares only about my own feeling. I did not sit at their end of the chair , i did not care about theirs . Now , i regret. A whole lot of cries in one night , a whole lot of care . I love my friends , i love my friends , i love my friends . Like Mdm Baya ever said , you need friends to succeed. If i don't have mine around , i wont succeed . I love you guys and im so sorry for my selfish act towards you guys .

Friends . they are not the best .

2010-02-06T07:53:00.000-08:00

Suck my ass.

Have you ever felt that no friend is beside , in-front or at the back supporting you ?
Have you ever felt so sad that not one of the closest friends you have just forgets about you ?
You just feel alone. I do , right now . What I am feeling now , is what i feel. No one can change my doubts .

No one , appreciates you . No one , cares . No one , really enjoy being with you . No one . And when they read this , they are probably going to say " Darlene ni ..! " with that irritated tone of voice . I am sad , I am efffiing sad.

Truly , I am jealous ed of the messages , and all that misses and the group bond that all my other friends get while i don't . Maybe , you feel that you treated me fairly . But do I feel the fairness , you all simply don't care. I don't like it when people bail on me. I don't like it when I asked about an event and then I know about it . I don't like it . I really don't.

I just want you to leave me fucking alone . Don't bother having friends which just won't support you . I am happy with who I am with now . I am happy with my normal school friends . I just , i just feel ... un explainable . It just hurts so much , it hurts .

Now , the word F R I E N D becomes Redefined .
- or am I just too over reacting . While im typing this , tears are rolling rolling oh so smoothly on my cheeks off my face. Just like all those so called friends .

Not all friends are like this , i love my angels and i love haszirah and i really love farah . You rock my freaking ass out . With , the cold hard truth . Do not be jealoused or what so ever , just reflect on what you did to me . And what you did to others. Its not the same , i know im not as pretty im not that attractive . I know , but that doesnt mean i dont have a freaking heart.

CAMP CAMP CAMP !

2010-02-06T02:55:00.000-08:00

SECONDARY THREE ADVENTURE CAMP !

i love love love love love the camp okay , even though my head is still spinning like Indiana Jones course , i still want to blog . Let me brief out the camp ?

; First day ,
Trekking up the mountain , extreme sports tower and the night walk .

Let me tell you , i never thought that i was afraid of heights . I thought it was just temporary fear but i stayed 15mins +/- at the tower thinking if i should go down and the classmates were freaking pissed. Lol , fearsome or what . And the stupid thing is that I ever did a higher leveled flying fox. -.- ! A big duhhhhhhh .
Oh , I really enjoyed all the stars up in the sky . Wow , you will never see tat kind of stars in Singapore. Seriously , there were like hundreds in a sky . I loved it alot alot alot .

; Second day ,
Mud crawl , Jetty jump , Indiana Jones , Low rope elements. Campfire .

Mud crawl was fuuuhhhh , PAIN ! Most of us have visible red scratches on our legs and arms . Wahseh , and it was all worth it after I jumped with Haszirah to the lake . Yay . We tried to do a 3/1 and a heart shape. And okayokay lah .
Indiana Jones was the best of the best , balancing each other was a tough one. Yes , i know im the cause of most of falls. lol. And we really bonded . Really ,helpfull classmates i have okay .
The campfire was sad , because one of my classmates was suffering from a sickness and we all really lost our mood . But she is okay now , and seriously , we really cried. But , after being comforted by the teachers and instructors , we are okay . And our classmate is okay too . So did our performance with a full heart.

;Third day
Area Cleaning , Goodbyes.

Having to clean the toilet was an experience. Fun , but nasty . Oh well . And i am so freaking sad to leave all that instructors. Hotstuff okay , macam mana tak sedih .

Okay i lost my voice thru the camp . Wow , i miss me singing . :( .
Juniors , i ensure you will love the camp and Putri told me about the you all punya melacca trip . Wah seh , scary or what .

true friend

2010-02-03T04:49:00.000-08:00

For my five-year-running bestfriend :) ,

As I am not going to be there with you on your 15th birthday , I would want to make an advance birthday wish . We have been through alot . I mean a whole lot , and sometimes i feel not cared. But after a while , you make me feel like im the only friend you have :) You know how to make me smile , you know how to make me laugh . I love being with a friend whom knows me the best. Thanks for always being there for me , but sorry if i disappoint you at times when you need it . You mean a whole lot to me , and i swear if i loose you ill lock up in my room saying sorry to myself. I love you alot , and whatever you do ill be at the back pushing you through it . Have a pleasant 15th birthday , and i am so going to miss you :( .

p/s , i thank you for giving me such wonderful friends :)

SICKLY .

2010-02-02T15:21:00.001-08:00

I'm sick like a lamppost (???) .

And guess what ? Tomorrow is my Sec Three Adventure camp and I am sick . Yes , the times when i really do not want to be sick , you be sick . What the hell . My head is spinning out of control , I am frowning . I shall go to the polyclinic today . Haiyah .

OMG . i just realised that the chingay forms are with me .Shitass i am suppose to give it out by today . Hopefully hasz can take over my task :( . Okay i am going to rest now .

youre lost , rather than findiing your way out you creat a way .

2010-02-01T08:36:00.000-08:00

im depressed , im lost and i am stuck .

I dont know , i dont know , i dont know . My studies is lacking , i know its not because of the change in subjects . I know , it is me . I have been sleeping late night and rest during class. I know , what the hell was i thinking ? Betul .

I am so confused , I cannot handle work and studies like i thought i would . Everything is falling apart , I failed miserably in my maths test. Suprisng ? Yes . I have not been failing my math in ages , so this is a start and also the end i hope. I dont know what to do.

Seeking help is really not an option for me . I just do not know who to turn to when it comes to studies . I am stuck , i have no pillars whatsoever. Maybe , i need to turn to the teachers for the first time. I need the heart to visit them teachers .

You dont know how disappointed i am with myself :( !

* ibu , thanks for your encouragement , I love you .

five years , freddy birthday.

2010-01-31T09:02:00.000-08:00

Firstly ,

A very happy five year anniversary to my faithful bestfriend , Safiah . After five years , we have been through alot and you know i cant lose you in any way . No matter what they say , you are always my friend , you are always the best . I love you more than words can say . And , thanks for everything , thanks for being the best for a constant five years and i love you like love love you . Just , dont leave me :( . Happy five year .

Secondly ,

Kepada abang Freddy aku . Dah tua lah kau ni , asyik nak celebrate je birthday . Hahaha , Happy Birthday lah , dah umur 23 eh ? Ish ish ish . Bukan abang abang lagi ni , dah bapak dah . Hahaha , i just want to say thankyou for all the things youve done guiding me at work and all . Yeah , youre the funnest workmate and maybe the meanest too . But you always brighten up my day :) In short , kau dah tua lah . Dah tua dah tak boleh menggatal. hahaha , love you always as a brother and as a workmate . Happy Birthday :)

Thirdly ,
Its 1 am and i am not done with my maths homework , my maths test revision , my proposals , physics stuff and alot alot alot more . I dont think imma sleep today :( , sedih or what. Hah . Fine lah , so many celebrations . hahaha . Bye nights :(

2010-01-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

hi darlene , i miss you :(

p/s , i really am tired of fighting :(

bestfriends are the best .

2010-01-27T01:51:00.000-08:00

maybe the friends that you neglect are the powerful ones. its the one you know you cant ignore , its the one you know will help you through. And i love my guybestfriend for that .

He's the only one who realized that I cant handle my work and school . And for a boy , he is one of the sweetest being i've ever met . I realise that im action so differently towards you , but im sorry . I miss you so fucking much already . Thank you Jeremiah , for everything :)

*am i like the sweetest girl or what.

Weeeeee.

2010-01-24T09:44:00.000-08:00

My weekend end up great :)

Happy Birthday to dearest Bestguy Haziq ! Thanks for always welcoming me with open hands and being a friend to rely on always . i love you alot alot alot , please make the right decisions in the future. Hope you will be as cool as always . Happy Birthday .

Mhhh , well . Theres not much to explain yannow' . I just need to adjust my time very well. Handling work and school at the same time just isnt me . But , imma try . Ill try to be the best i can be and while doing that , i want to earn some money . Hoho !

i just love having friends around me , they cheer me up. they like me for who i am , well most of them . And , they just punch a smile on my face. I love my people , i love my bestfriends and i love my whole bunch of friends .

Definition of friend ; a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?

i know who are my friends , i know who are them foes. I rather have friends rather than thinking to myself that i have friends but actually i dont . Like you .

my lovely customers.

2010-01-23T00:41:00.000-08:00

This made my day .
A - Customer (hotstuff gilerr) , D - Darlene .
B - Customer's friend ( chinese hottie )
C - Customer's friend ( hotstuff )
E - Customer's friend ( burning hot hot hot )

D : * repeats order * That would be $ 6.40 .
A : * Gives $10 *
D : * gave only $2.60 * , i owe you another $1 . ( i forgot to take another $1 )
A : Wahh , can like that ah . Personally you owe me or what ? *laughs with another hot stuff friend. *
D : Laughs too .

His hotstuff friend takes order.

D : * repeats order * That would be $ 6.60 .
B : * gives $5.00 * I owe you $1.60 . * than laughs with his hot stuff friend.

Basically all his friends are super hot stuffs , and then another one came .

B says to C : Eh , come order here . I at the front already .
C says to B : Nevermind , i part time Singaporean . I queue up one .
( he is trying to say , Singaporeans dont queue up )
And then i laughed. Like laughed laughed. hahahah .

C and E was queueing up at another counter but then when his turn was next my workmate had to do a refund so he went to my counter . My workmate's refund was a Filet. So..

But before that E came to me first and then C pushed him away . Like literally . Than he ordered.

C : Placed order .
D : Eating here or take away ?
C : No no , not eating here. I eat outside. *laughs with E*
D : I loled ! ahahah .
C : If i eat here later customer cannot order. So i eat outside only okay . Next time we eat together .
D : Huh ? Blurred .( He is hot okay . )
C : Nothing nothing .
E : Oh , kau nak try cashier pulak eh . ( laughs with C )
D : Ignoring and took the money .

After E ordered , he said .
"Dont mind my friends , diorang mulut pantat ayam. Habis kerja pukul berapa ? "

Ignored and then smiled abit . And then took another order.

upsettttt .

2010-01-20T09:17:00.000-08:00

I AM SO UPSET WITH PEOPLE CONSTANTLY ASKING ME IF I LIKE THAT FREAKISHLY CUTE GUY.

no i dont like that guy , full stop .

for you , if you know.

2010-01-19T13:39:00.000-08:00

You are not gonna tell me what to do. I do my own stunts , i live my own life. I hate it when you think you're miss oh bitchy and miss oh popular. You're a freaking not. Okay ? You never think about your future . You don't even care about what your parents say anymore. And you dream a lot . But wait , you don't have the money . Don't you think so ? You do stupid stuff for what ? To gain some sort of popularity ? Just whatever . Whatever , whatever , whatever.

You are not going to live a good life if you do not put effort on it. And you always think that im the lucky one. As a matter a fact , I am ! Why ? I do my homework , I work in the weekends to earn extra cash for my own expenditure and I work pretty hard to keep up my grades. But what do you do ? You go on " happy - happy " and then in the end you fail miserably. And all you can do is . 'Aku nak belajar seh. Aku dah tak nak fail siah " . With your some sort language. WTH ! I don't see any progress , i don't see anything . I just see you miserably failing your Os if you don't start studying .

THINK of the future , what happens now.Wont stay for long .
even me .

Happy birthday baby .

2010-01-15T05:27:00.000-08:00

After all that we have been through , it all comes down to this .
Happy birthday KakMarr (160109) . ♥ , alot alot alot of love and you know it .

Even tho we both know we are tearing further apart each day because of my selfishness. I wont ever forget what you did for me since the days i stepped into Riverside . Seperated me from the bad and the worst. Being an ear to me , being a tutor if you may . I love you alot. Im sorry i will not be with you on the special day but ill make it up . Thanks for being a sister to me . I love and appreciate all the little things you have done , and im so proud of the progress you made . I love you alot , and meet you soon okay . LOVELOVELOVE , eventhough i dont show it much.

* i have to post this today because tomorrow , i will be a busy bee . Again .

I FREAKING MISS MY MINAHS.

mats , and virgins .

2010-01-13T14:34:00.000-08:00

To avoid any mis-communications , i just want to say that this is just a gentle reminder and i hope all you people realize what you're doing to your precious little Virginity .

As this is a blog. And i have every single right to say what i want to say , im just going to come right out and say it alright .

I don't like it when a boy gets close to a girl just to have sex. Yes , just to have sex. Isn't that just the most ugliest thing you ever heard girls ? I understand that a guy loves a girl who is still a V as they get more pleasure out of it . But , can you like reflect on how precious that virgin is to a girl. More or less , its going to be a one night stand kinda thing.

Why dont i rephrase it ? Some boys wants to get pleasure out an innocent V . But the V doesnt know that , after that . Its over. The boy will go back to the old routine of ' going to rumah uncle at geylang ' or something like that . Im not saying every boy does this , but look around its reality to some boys . Worse thing is , they think its cool . Period.

*im going to stop here , and discuss about drinking some other time . I dont want to offend any single body anywhere . I just want to tell those Vs to be careful. Okay ? Go mats ! ( well , that is sacarstic . )

What was i thinking ? The world would never change . Assholes.

right round , dead or alive .

2010-01-12T02:18:00.000-08:00

so in love with this song , but the Chipmunks sang it better tho ! :D HEH HEH .

this feeling .

2010-01-10T06:28:00.001-08:00

What to do ? Life is a bitch .

Cirque

2010-01-08T08:00:00.000-08:00

I'm going to be a busy girl tomorrow . Real busy. So , i might as well start on today huh ? Hah.

Firstly , school is a threat to me now. I feel dumb and my classroom as way too hot . And on the time 'my friend' came , it made me pissed off like mad . (PMS) maybe ? hah . Homeworks are piling. Books are not bought , money is spent. Oh , and I am going to spend exactly 100bucks on specs . With my own money . :( , finishlah my money .

Today , I planned to meet the people to go town with them and in the end , i back out . I'm sorry , I wasn't in the right mood for town . So , I just catch a movie with FatinA. and Malik . We watched Cirque and the vampire thingy . It was a good movie but the ending was horrible . like shit . I cried in the middle but , wth .

And , i met Jeremiah as usual and walked around while talking. Everything is cool. I miss Safiah alot tho . Hah , i dont really want to talk about it . But tomorrow , i have work in the morning and at 4 all the way till 9 ? I have my Chingay practice . Urghh , and ill have my work again the next day morning. I just love keeping myself busy but priority first , means studies comes before work . Bye .

a brief of my holiday.

2010-01-06T05:00:00.000-08:00

<3 mommmyyyy

2010-01-05T03:11:00.000-08:00

What i had for dinner . Now , back to my homework :) . I love feeling smart !

Schools are for winners

2010-01-03T13:36:00.000-08:00

School school school .

Means , no more working to earn money for 12 days in a week and 8 hours a day . I am sooooo relieved. Now , its going to be me and my books. Hahahah . So , school is starting in less then 2 hours ? Yah. Cant wait to meet them Jacksons . Hahahah . Im excited to wear my uniform tho . Hahaha. Ohoh , i really really really want to meet Amirah . :( , a few more hours darlene . You can do it . :) !

Look how fast time flies .. Now , im grouping my 2009 photos . And i still have them 2008 ones . Im in sec three now , time to really buck it all up. Oh , how so many memoriessss !

Okaylah have a good first day . Bye !

countdowwwn .

2010-01-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

Hellohello 2010 .

So , i had some of my greatest laughs yesterday . Fun stuff . Tho , i really thought that i would be celebrating it at Woodlands . Hahh. I had my lunch/dinner with Jerry , Jovan , Garvin and his gf at Canadian Pizza because Sakae Sushi was so not worth it . As we were dining in , there was no 241 promo . Yes , it sucks . But we did finish up the whole thing with macaroni , onion rings and chicken wings which did fill my tummy .

As I was from work , i was too tired to stand around woodlands so i just went ahead to marina to meet them people . Woohoo . So all us ( awwwh - because actually only me was suppose to go ) went ahead to Marina . At there , we sat at the exact same place i did last year and guess who i saw at the same place ? Nabil ! Hahahah .

So , i spent most of my time with Nabil's friends tho . Hahahah , and ohya Ayie and Farah was there too . Heboh heboh heboh. I love love love my countdown this year . Its so kecoh and i think it was so sweet of me to be like shouting " Jangan countdown duluu ! I must be with Safiahh ! Mana safiahh !!! " Because Safiah was nowhere to be seen .

And , 2010 arrived. And Safiah was beside me :) . I love this girl too much already . So , then alot of stuff happened on the way to padang . Fyro's wallet got lost and one of our friends got beaten up . Sad sad . And there was alot of confusion because some of us wanted to go back to Woodlands and some didnt .

So , dah bingit . Siapa yang nak balik , go home . Who wanted to stay , stayed. So I had a really hard time choosing because i had work the next day in the morning . But , countdown is once a year so I had to stay . And i did make the right move because i had fun laying around Padang and walking endlessly to Raffles . Yes , i figured that there would be drinking but i didnt . I have a good brain up in here. LOL . So , yes the night was filled with laughters. And me curi tidur because i had work in a few hours . But I didnt managed to sleep well . Okaylah , ten minutes pon jadi .

And then time passed , and we had to rush back . The first train was fuckingly at 6.30. Okay i didnt know that ! i know so noobie . And then i was late for work . But it was double pay , so it was worth my sleepless night . Hahahh , so today , i didnt get a good sleep for a whole 32 hours . And 16hours , was working hours . Hahahah . Funneh .

Me and my sissy was talking about how we spent yesterday . And this conversation popped up .

Sissy : Darlene look , i got this bruise and i dont even know how i got it .
Me : No , you got drunk and you fell down.
Sissy : No , i didnt get drunk yesterday and i didnt fell down.
( and then , she pressed this bruise that i had on my hand . )
Sissy : Ah , whats that ?
Me : I dont know .
Sissy : Ah !

So , basically . I want to eat now , bye .

did you miss me ?

2009-12-30T07:57:00.001-08:00

Im finally back from KL . awh , i feel so home-y . Ive got work at seven . Yes in the morning. Nahh , im so used to it and i cant wait to see them pretty faces at work. All im waiting for is countdown. Ill be around woodlands till ten and heading to marina later to midnight . Hahahahah . Busy or what .

Dahlah , better get some sleep . Goodnight yall and have a splendid new year .

Okay , now ive got to take some criticism from Freddy because i miss him lohhh. Everyday see his face , satu hari tak nampak very sad :( . hahah , actually i dont miss him , i miss him just goofing around with me . Yayy , he's online!

holidayboliday

2009-12-25T09:21:00.000-08:00

Gonna be away , but don't miss me yeah? 

Yo. So yeah , im going for my holiday with the family at Malaysia (truly Asia~)  from this Sunday all the way till Wednesday. Going to stay at my favorite hotel that is Berjaya Times Square . Woooh. Everything is there . An indoor theme park , bowling , movie , swimming pool and  some of the best shopping sprees. Cannot wait to shop shop shop . Oh , buying the new school bag there . If there is a need tho (he he he) .

So yeah , i have succesfully packed my bag and now im going to sleep. Hopefully , when i come back to Singapore my email wont be flooded with Freddy's plan on commenting on my pictures. Because the last time i checked , he and some managers managed to like comment 60plusplus comments on my pictures in less then one hour . Seram nak holiday gini .

p/s : im so happy that everyone hates you . i got my girls back  and they dont need you around no more . so go back to your house with your freakin attitude and yeah , find other friends okay  cause you dont belong here . ohno , dont try foolin me with your sweet words. Been there , done that.

avatar , the navi .

2009-12-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

BEST MOVIE OF 2009 , DEFINITELY AVATAR !

okay , it is probably my top in the top 5 list because i did not catch better movies like transformers and twilight and new moon . I'm into cartoons but not loveydovey movies. lol . Even though i really did not intend to watch Avatar because I do not quite like watching people in blue . Heheheheeee , but it was surprising and very entertaining . From the start to the end , no lying . No kidding . So to whom who have not watch this movie , do catch it . Worth my 6 bucks . Actually , if I had to spend 10bucks on it also , i think it would be worth it . So the rating i give for this movie is a total 100. YAYYY .

Okay , done with all this Avatar thingy. Highlight for this week, Mommy's bag got stolen . How terrible kan? Dinnie did want to accompany my mom eat and i was sleeping in the room . She was alone at Burger king and then she went to get her food and her bag wasn't there anymore . But the mean thing is that the bag was gone in a few seconds . The bag wasn't there only after the payment which took about what ? 5 seconds ? .

So, i was sleeping when ibu rang me up to go to causeway point to do all the reports. So , met her at this Security room and the Chinese guy who stole my mom's bag had ever stolen hand phones and the same premises. So , sadly my mom owns a i - phone and all her important nursing stuffs are inside . Hopefully that stupid person wont go and throw it away. Meanwhile mom will be using my phone , this means that I wont be holding on to any communication devices .

This is actually okay with me because im having an attachment at Sun Plaza from 3 all the way until 11 and the next day im having my off and i plan to stay home and do my homework , chingay , and pack all things for the holiday and just do some cleaning to my room . Oh and also do my revising , i dont wanna feel dumb anymore. lol , okaylah . Bye.

meet me in the hotel room

2009-12-19T06:07:00.000-08:00

i look so different , omg .

Haha , wellll . I am so not ready for school . I cant buy my books , omg or what . Firstly , my bookshop is not open anymore . It is , but it will be open on the days i go for my holiday. How sad . I really dont know where are all my uniforms . Heh heh heh .

Ohya , Chingay ! lol . Outfit must be ready by 10th december and guess what? I have not even started . No suprises there huh ? My time management = not good . At all . Ohya , Maths Homework . hahahahah . Funny lah me .

So , i better get my rest because i have another long day at work and im not really ready. I really should slow down huh ? hahahah . lovelove , bye !

awweesome.//!

2009-12-15T05:04:00.000-08:00

i love my workmates like fuckk . hahahah .

firstly because they are the best , and i love them.
they make me happy always .
lol , and that my guybestf is on the phone with me and
we are talking about our girlfriend/bestgirl Amirahh .
We miss you lah babiii . lol ,

Today i learned the grills. lol , sounds nevermind . And before moving in , i went to blow up balloons with my mouth . And i was like , " Dy , aku kene buat blowjob siah " . Im a very open minded person right now . Not saying anything , lol .

The most funniest thing today is that when i was doing kitchen grills the guys ate some snackwrap . And then , they wanted to give me some but i denied because i just ate. So Freddy , Hasif and Naga dragged me down and forced me to eat it . Like literally.They pulled my hands to the back , held to my face and wanted to get that food in my mouth .

for a second , it was like rape. lol .

bye .

Obs

2009-12-13T17:33:00.000-08:00

Sentosa with them babygirlas was fun , i love you all . Including Adyla , a new beautiful haired friend . LOL . hahaha , sorry i doubted that that day would be lame . You girls proved me wrong , i had fun . Bits and pieces of fun . I love you all , and to make the day better , Amirah Alqudcy called. I miss you , seriously . Cant wait to see your face during school reopen . :) , be smart and act smart ya.

To babygirlas ;
Im so sorry that im very busy with work and all. Tho , i really miss the time i was free always. But , hardwork comes with a little bit of sacrifice dont they ? I love you all to the very bits even if I am not around anymore . Please take care when im not there taking care of you all .

done , bye .

p/s , pictures are up everywherrrrree. actly facebook lah , but if you dont have facebook i upload them pictures at multiply too. lol .

Youngsters Crew Outing '09

2009-12-09T08:42:00.000-08:00

This is it , this is the lasstt it . My crew mates are the most superlative peopleeeee ! Hahahah. After all my aggressive (tak lah sangat eh ) kicking , punching , shouting , screaming and rolling . They can still throw me into the waters of East Coast Park . And yes, i was scared because i have never been lifted so high before. And i was kind of scared of sea waters because of the Sea Lice which keeps on biting us . Urgh .

The very first crew outing i have ever been to . And it is amazing . Even managers were supporting . Each one of them being as spontaneous as possible . With John ( boss ) dancing to Nobody and the rest of all the managers joining in together. It was really a day offf from all those miserable working days.

Not much elaborations should be made because , like what they say . Pictures do the talking. Lastly .....

I LOVE AMRT MCDONALDS !
-mcdonalds , giving you hope.

life , good !

2009-12-05T19:58:00.000-08:00

Darlene,
A family vacation or get-together could be interrupted or rescheduled at the last minute. There are likely to be a lot of phone calls from frantic but somewhat unfocused loved ones who are begging for your help to sort out some problem that is much less of a drama than they make it out to be.

Talking about family vacations , I'm going to KL on the 27th all the way to the 30th. *Brighter note , i can still spend my countdown days here ! *

Not working = No money

To prove that my life is not such a bitch right now , I had my fabbb time with Airina yesterday right after work . And today , I left work early because Im very tired and I had to lie to them that I wanted to send Dinnie to the doctor. Penipu punya pemalas.

Mhhh , im still wondering if i should head to ECP on the 9th which is just next Wednesday for a Youngsters crew outing . Youngster youngster pon , si tua ada. Lol . The 832 babes are planning to have a girls day out to Sentosa but im not really into it. I dont see myself heading to Sentosa anytime sooner. Sorry girls . But I will still go to the Youngsters Crew Outing tho :)

Okay , I HAVE NOT BOUGHT MY BOOKS ! fuckedttupp. Why ? because i don't have the time to. And im not sure who is going to pay for it . Daddy pestered me to pay , but Mommy said she will pay . So i really dont know . Im planning to get my books next Thursday maybe? And then go and get my school bag and school shoes.

Omg , talking about shoes. I have to get new work shoes because mine is too slippery already . Tak glamor you jatoh depan costumer. Hahaha . Okaylah , I got to go bath and then maybe take little sissy out probably. Oh shit , i have not checked my scheldule for tomorrow. BUMMERRRRRRR . Okay , im done. Bye .

rara ullaaaaalaa.

2009-12-03T02:16:00.000-08:00

FURAAA BAYBEEEH , ME LOVE YOU LOHH .

hahah , had s0 much fun with Furaa today . After ChingayWorkshop , went on to cwp to eat at Banquet. On the way there , saw Seoul Garden and as I ever promised Furaa that I will treat her a meal supposely at McD , i thought that it would be more worth it if I treated her Seoul Garden. Haha , and I did. Actually I wanted to treat her Swensens' ice cream but Seoul Garden have everythingggg. hahahah.

So , we enjoyed ourselves with constant " chubby bunnys " . lol . In the end we wasted a lot of food thinking that we could have finished it. I didnt get to enjoy those brownies tho cause when I went to the toilet , I vomitted abit. Too full probably.

After having our brunch , we went on to cut my fringe at ProTrim. Thought of cutting it Bangs but it doesnt suit my face so decided on cutting it Slunt ways. It looks better , i think. hahahah. Then we headed to Chamelon and got headbands. Very cute ribboned ones.

I love today , i got to rest and hanggg with Furaa who i really appreciate. hahaha . I think im going to get myself ready to go to ECP for a last minute change of mind. Hopefully I dont regret this . Mahhhhhh.

im gone , youre still there.

2009-11-25T20:36:00.001-08:00

OH GODDD I MISS SAFIAHH . LIKE SERIOUSLY .

oh my , where has she gone to ? Have been days since i last saw her. I am so depressed. I miss her like tarts. If i don't meet her today , i cant meet her anymore as i will be working and working until next Thursday which i don't even know if i can meet her because i got this chingay thing to attend . How did my life become so tragic ? Tell me please .

Oh well , i was suppose to accompany Safiah to go to Saidah's school to collect her PSLE report slip but there's no sign of Safiah . So I'm free , sadly tho. I can sleep all day if i want , i can go and have Value Lunch at Admiralty , I can meet up Airina / Furaa to go for lunch or I can even meet up with my very long long long lost friend Aida or i can even do my wardrobe , or or I can just spend my time lying around 832. loll and mhhhh .

So many things I can do , so little time . I'm working tomorrow , and I'm excited. Okay , my mine is made up . Im going to go out with Airina . Hehhhh , got to get ready now . love love . Bye .

disgusted like really

2009-11-23T02:47:00.000-08:00

Urgh . I just need to change the blogskin dont i ? haha . This will be temporary because i dont really like it cause its too plain . Agreed ? Hahahah .

So . After working , i went home straight as i dont really have the energy to go anywhere else . And i just know that Rebecca will be working with me soon.

New crews = Lesser work

Haha . Not really lah actually kan ? But my scheldule manager asked me to work on Friday , and i should because theres not enough crew and most auntys are on off on fridays . So , its really a chance for me to get double pay . Not about the money tho , chey . Hahahah . Alright then , love you all . Bye !

youre avoiding me like some kind of trash .

Action - Reaction .

2009-11-21T04:41:00.000-08:00

Just stop smoking people. Stop now , before its too late. This goes out to my sister , brother(s) , workmates and best friends too. In fact , this goes out to all of you teenagers who think smoking is part of their life . The fact is , its gonna get you nowhere.

MARK MY WORDS ; N O W H E R E . 

retarded face

2009-11-18T22:34:00.000-08:00

Things that are happening .

- Just got my pay .
- Just did my ATM card therefore , today i become a women. LOL .
- Taking , 3/1 subjects.
: Science Phy/Chem
: English
: Malay
: A maths
: E maths
: POA
: History
: Social Studies
- Did my nails.
- Going to town later on .
- Getting so much more comfortable with my work days :0 !

Loveyou all , bye .